Rain Dog @Leucrotta@awoo.space

One #drawing from yesterday. CW for gore.

why am I even awake right now?

as I get older I realize that one of my big difficulties is something uncomfortable happens - I'm stuck in traffic or at work (no longer stuck in school or at my parents' place as often), sleep's broken, bits and pieces of the greater world are terrible - and it sets me up to notice negatives. And before I turned 18 and got free, I never had to wait long before something bad slammed in while I was off balance. Consequently a lot of why I feel bad is trained observation bias; it took years getting to where this is obvious, but I'm not quite at "can step past it" yet.

My buddy pirkcoyote@gmail.com lost their fursuit head at Furry Migration;

"It's not at the hotel I already checked. I left my head on either an 18 line bus boarding at the Hyatt around 12:30-12:40 or I left it on the blue line light rail arriving at MoA around 13:30. It was in a black heavy duty trash bag."

photos at https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1PuSAhy7aP6t7P5KGpAe8xSqfFA9Ti8sn

@Tuftears * wags* Thank you!

@Kusimanse nyaa nyaa

Two #drawings from yesterday

#drawings from or tightened up last Thursday.

Today will probably be posting a batch of #drawings - I tightened up a lot on Thursday then being caught in 2 hours of traffic destroyed any motivation to actually post stuff.

“Man imagine how different this country would be if Gorn had won the 2000 election.”
“You mean Gore?”

* a rubber suit lizard man wearing a vaguely Flintstones looking outfit shows up, makes yummy noises and throws a big boulder *

“No.”

getting older and "I made fried egg and tomato for dinner admittedly within 3 hours of bedtime" gets the sort of acid reflux I used to get from a chorizo burrito and two generous strawberry margaritas

up with acid reflux and having the thing where years of having learned that I'm this utterly terrible person with nothing to really look forwards to, means that I'm capable of rejecting all the negativity as probably untrue - but I still THINK about it, and I can't necessarily come up with positives as a counter.

If that makes sense? The absence of bad self talk isn't necessarily good self talk.

@frost combining a biology degree with furry with having some really solid kinks and very few actual squicks results in occasionally coming up with ideas which don't seem to fit in with what I thought I was into.

woo weird horny thoughts

One thing generative AI does real well; it combines the disappointment of finding out that cool thing or artist doesn’t actually exist AND the frustration of living in some rich tech bro’s masturbatory fantasy.

the part of Spider Man 2 when a dejected Otto Ottavius, his beloved wife and dreams of a plentiful self renewing energy source now dead, realizes that the secret of Christmas is that ANYONE can do it. Eureka! This year Christmas is on US! Hee hee hee!

@Valynxia This looks great!

housemate is listening to some sort of outraged as far as I can tell trans man's podcast about the Olympic boxing controversy and we're all technically on the same side but

1) Anger is easy for me so I don't trust people trying to pull my anger

2) I don't trust buzzwords, I'm supposed to automatically believe everything as soon as soon as imperialism, colonialism, racism or fascism surfaces, same as Russian, liberal and communist are other words supposed to automatically decide my opinion.

3) I don't LIKE being angry and wanting to be angry in my spare time

4) I definitely don't trust people pulling my anger when it's someone's cottage industry

Really wish I had time and money for therapy rn.

reposted from https://bsky.app/profile/doodlemancy.com

Mozilla is toying with implementing AI features in Firefox. please show up to the Mozilla feedback forum with me and tell them to Knock It The Fuck Off lol

https://connect.mozilla.org/t5/discussions/share-your-feedback-on-the-ai-services-experiment-in-nightly/td-p/60519

re-reading "The African Knights" got me realizing how freaking big Africa is. (The title's misleading, because you can't talk about heavily armored cavalrymen without the archers and musketeers who were the reason that armor existed.)

These are all Hausa, so they're fairly inland and seem really different from what little I know about Ife kingdoms and people. That... doesn't seem like a relatively small part of the map.

Earlier I'd run into the idea that Africa shows up as smaller on maps as convenient to Eurocentrism. Mercator projections enlarge stuff further from the equator, and most of Africa and South America are close to the equator therefore less distorted.

Articles talking about this tend to compare places we think of as big (the USA or PRC) to the continent. If you fit west Texas to the Ivory Coast, Hausaland is might be around Illinois; if you flip China and put the eastern edge at the Ivory Coast, this stuff might be somewhere around Xi'an. HUGE.