Rain Dog @Leucrotta@awoo.space

#drawing last night. A modeling video I watched converted a huge dragon model to a bat styled dragon for use in Ravenloft. I figured this was a nice vampire dragon design and thought a Ravenloft-y PC to fight could be a werewolf, but now I think I’ll nix the werewolf to show off the dragon more.

A web quiz for Which Discontinued/Unsupported Games Workshop Product Are You?

Of course, the gentle humor of the Zootopia 2 poster crushes my hopes that it will feature Judge Judy Hopps versus the deadworld ZPD, but at least this way there should be Kleggs!

#drawing last night - there’s a little composition thumbnail of a more angular version I’d think might look more dynamic - but maybe this actually works as is? Also part of why I was thinking of Excalibur earlier was listening to the soundtrack while drawing.

#drawings yesterday trying to figure out some fur texture and character design.

Adobe WotC
business decisions practically tailored to alienate people who use their products

#subpost an accurate map of the USCSS NOSTROMO, in which every room is carefully labeled "Jonesy licked his butt here"

a little like a "cronut," a CROOMF is cross between a croissant and a MILF

USA: We can produce whole shiploads of M26s SO let's just drive M4 variants everywhere.

Japan: Increasingly intense strategic bombing means we CAN'T produce this prototype fighter better than the P-51, let's just dig in a batch of tanks which were outgunned in 1938.

USSR: This is basically what the Germans have except it's stamped out of the crappiest steel and also Warsaw Pact forces will still be using it in 1980

Germany: We'll have resentful, half starved slave labor manufacture an incredibly expensive, hard to repair [Sache] which teenagers will field against Brit/Canadian/Polish vets.

Boris Karloff: *exists*

Bela Lugosi: Do you have any idea how pissed off Hungarians get? Enough to say, win medals in some of the nastiest parts of WWI and get thrown out of the country for being openly union and socialist? Well that's how pissed off I am at Karloff.

HALF ORC

HALF MACHINE

ALL COP

* Basil Poledouris intensifies *

"sorry about that, I had to go to the little orcs' room - it's the door with the stylized fanged skull silhouette"

Earlier today, I was thinking that I shouldn’t really dismiss my hobbies or little hyperfixations, I spend/spent so much of my life on all these day job things which are ULTRA SUPER MATURE AND VITAL, so I can afford rent/gas/insurance/etc which is also DEADLY SERIOUS… or is it? With the exception of the food bank or medical office jobs a lot of it didn’t feel that much more important than my dumb little pictures, meals or books.

Lest we all think I feel nothing but pissed off, here’s last night’s #drawing. Wound up being a weird sledge, rather than a weird cart.

intensely emotional dreams last night, which I'm not used to - I'm used to being scared in dreams, last night I was fucking furious.

just this bad intersection of age stress ("the best years of my life are now long gone"), parent/job stress ("and all I have left is a long march until I die, there's no other future") and political stress ("and it literally can only get worse for the benefit of people I utterly hate").

Just a lot of my buttons being pushed about it being decided I don't get to have a life outside of someone else's convenience, like before I turned 18 and escaped from there.

@LilahTovMoon must be 'cause of all the cheese

It feels almost like everything that pisses me off is expertly crafted to piss me off these days somehow.

The whole "I keep de-fusing more and more of my life while the world gets bleaker and nastier, so I feel like I'm running at top speeds to stay in place;" I don't know how terrible I'd feel if all this happened when I was even 5 years younger.

Since I feel bad and have a while since I’m off shift here’s bog photos from Sunday.