Rain Dog @Leucrotta@awoo.space

1. you can sing "brain in a jar" to "karma police"

2. keeping Hitler's brain alive in a jar, only to make sure people recognize him, there's a little mustache glued on the outside of the jar

I want things to be clearly real or clearly fiction, I think, as part of touching the world. I desperately want f'rex a mother wolf carrying her pup away from sleeping next to a human to be a very real miracle out there, but if it's obviously something else someone made, that connects me to THEM, to whatever humans also want this miracle to be real enough to paint or animate it. There's no FACT, but there's TRUTH.

Photorealistic AI makes not fiction but LIES. Someone wants me to believe in their video, in turn built using plagarism we're told isn't, and the benefit of a cute animal vid is nothing compared to the ecological and health costs. If you can get me to believe a lie about wolves, maybe you can get me to believe lies about let's say AIDS, Jews, or American history. Given that I grew up being lied to about AIDS, Jews and American history that's a sore nerve. I'm 8 or 10 or 15 again, and the adult world has found another convenient lie for me to believe in.

Does any of this make sense?

#MarchOfTheDead #drawing last night!

My opinions about The Thing I Can't Talk About continue moving further and further left but they aren't where what I feel is accepted and encouraged.

Also, I don't feel wanted in the No Kings protests and I now feel perfectly justified in skipping out on the next one. So at least *that's* progress.

emailed rep and senators about H Res 38 (Massie-Khanna) and the Make Billionaires Pay Their Fair Share Act (Sanders-Khanna). I know there's no chance of either making it through let alone both, but it's worth trying

turns out there’s a local company which does flooring called Wanke Cascade, which my brain keeps reading as Advanced Wank Crusade™️, game of grimdark masturbation in a far future

ah yes chickpea kale and toasted rice salad from Trader Joe’s, truly the fragmentation grenade of healthy lunches

#MarchOfTheDead #drawings from or finished last night!

oh yeah it's my favorite IM track, "I Forgot How Much Acid I Took (Now That's a Problem)" with DJ Astrix

(Sammi is the only person who's gonna laugh at this tho and she's probably not gonna see it)

there wasn't enough work today, so I went home early, and am still cranking on job hunting

I'm pretty sure neurotypicals understand that grinding through uninteresting day job, or job applications with no payoff are no fun. What I don't think they understand is that for the ADHD these are small eternities of no fun.

three panties of plain silk for the elves, the eldest children

seven plaid boxers for the dwarves, great miners and craftsmen usually represented as scots

and nine patterned with robots and dalmatians and tikis and who knows what for men, who of all things prefer variety in undergarments

but they were all of them deceived

for in the fires of mount doom in the land of Mordor a new pair of boxer shorts were sewn. And into them, Sauron poured his malice, his cruelty, and his supa-sexy buttocks

Today’s #drawings

Proudly declaring myself to be VENGEANCE! THE NIGHT! and BATMAN! in my best Kevin Conroy voice

during Danny Elfman’s “March of the Dead”

interrupts White Wedding with "whoa I didn't know Guy Fieri sung"

better than any of the negativity I could possibly spew, check out THIS cool thing

https://youtu.be/Rlkjf-i5_Qw

managed to survive today and at the end of it was really clearly conscious that no, I'm not utter shit from shit people, I'm being pretty steadily stressed out by stuff I'm vulnerable to, and I didn't have an ADHD meltdown at anyone.

Last night’s #drawings fwiw, there’s some graphic violence and a primitive firearm.

https://morethanjustparks.substack.com/p/blm-announces-plan-to-fell-oregons

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wow, if I'm still bouncing between self-hate, shame and anger like this, they got me good.

Glad everything I’ve done manages to step back “there’s nothing to live for and I can’t off myself, I’m trapped” into “I ran into old issues which truly make me feel awful, plus I’ve had some bad stress recently and I’m feeling trapped right now.” However I still feel bad and would just like to get out of here to draw etc.