@noelle oooorgh
this is not especially seasonal, but I colored up another #drawing.
Years ago, and I swear I'm not making this up, it was THE NINETIES.
ASSET OUT OF CONTAINMENT! SKRREEEEEEEEE!
Also now thinking about how a lot of my sorta negative assumptions- the world’s made for people officially better than me and I’ll be shat on almost as an afterthought, I can’t do all the social stuff I want, I can’t get to be successful with jobs and finances- aren’t just one assumption to challenge but several stacked with low resources, and that’s why they persist.
* I knew challenging my assumptions required being at some level where I was uncomfortable enough to think about them but not so uncomfortable I stuck with them
* I knew I held onto shitty coping mechanisms because I was low on spoons
* now realizing replacing a self destructive coping mechanism with a healthier one or not needing a coping mechanism requires self confidence that I have done this successfully in the past, so it’s like any other skill.
Actually now it's finally occurred to be to be pissed off about how a snow leopard (practically extincted in no way chosen by the cats) is not really comparable to a human fetus in more than "these fundy asswipes have decided to jam their regressive bullshit down everyone's craw in Seattle as well."
Seriously I think some of my childhood baggage manifests as a "you assholes already own everything and everywhere else, why do you need to have HERE too?"
@Kusimanse HE WAS PLAYIN' THE WALL THEN HE BROKE HIS LEG
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