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from Tuesday that I was too depressed and upset to post till now. Oddly pretty much the opposite of vent art.

This post brought to you through the realization that Mozart had THREE cool names, which is not really fair, and most known classical composers have really cool names (Erich Wolfgang Korngold is fucking badass, and Mario Castelnuovo-Tedesco is up there too).

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grateful for the amazing legacy of music but I feel like we missed a great opportunity to have a John Williams Jazz Trio including both the guitarist and the composer/pianist (there’s gotta be a drummer named John Williams out there)

Something great about Seattle not obvious from the outside is we have a jazz and blues station. Unfortunately for me, they double as the NPR news station, so I can’t listen during peak commute hours without being hit by, you know, THIS.

It’s not currently peak commute hours.

lately my emotions have vacillated between denial and negotiation - you know, maybe it's not so bad, maybe there's something I can do about all this - and feeling completely drained of energy and emotionally low, versus being enraged. I'm sure there's a word for this.

since I know all the stress is basically about pacing, taking a break is definitely improving the pace of feeling trapped, stuck, and treading water. This was a good idea, let's check the weather for the next few days *click*

tomorrow it clouds up and this weekend temperatures drop. Okay then.

@xinjinmeng okay, ask for an explanation please? I'm finding a Philip Dick novel and a possible name.

you know what; I slept poorly, I've been alternating being completely furious and barely able to push myself forwards for days now, and it's very clear work's not going to give me anything of its own volition, and it's very clear terrible people still get to win everything.

Therefore, I am playing hookey.

every fucking year I'm a little less valid

@CoyoteTraveller Not identified as such, it was just taking forever to load.

It's wild to be 13 years out from John Carter.

You can tell this movie's set in a desert, it's got Lawrence strings with Lawrence chorus.

thanks for the feedback re Bluesky - I guess I just had about 30-60 minutes of screwy connection.

Also is Bluesky fuxx0red for anyone else?

@mhoye have I mentioned recently how much I fucking hate living now?

Mh - - -, triggered badly, ideation 

I love how every fucking adult in the goddamn world thinks I have all the goddamn energy and all the goddamn time to hop to whatever dumb ass shit they’ve decided I need to do for them and right now

It’s like I’m stuck being eight years old for my entire goddamn existence

And if that’s all existence is then I’m going to go get a knife and a sink of hot water and I’m going to leave

youtu.be/mkMVsNEwvX0

my name is Ahmed ibn-Fadlan, ibn-Hamid, ibn-Rashid, ibn-Alabas. And things were not always thus.

They Might Be Giants 🤝 the Reverend Mother Helen Gaius Mohiam
“Put your hand inside…”

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