Rain Dog @Leucrotta@awoo.space

yeah I just can't take the news right now. Not if I hope to reconcile it with trying to push through art which is difficult enough right now.

she's the one for me, she's all I really need OH YEAH
she's the one for meeeeeeee
emptiness is lonliness
and lonliness is cleanliness
and cleanliness is godliness
and G-d is empty just like meee
ANGSTY INSTRUMENTAL!

THE NATIONAL SECURITY!
CONCEPT OF COERCION!
DON'T LOOK AT ME!
DON'T TALK TO ME!
I KNOW IT'S AN ILLUSION, I CAN'T SEE THROUGH IT!
PROVISION L-3
PROVISION L-3
PROVISION L-3
CULTURE OF SUSPICION!
WHAT CAN YOU SEE INSIDE OF ME WHAT CAN YOU SEE INSIDE OF ME?
hands in the air, assume the position!
WHAT CAN YOU SEE INSIDE OF ME WHAT CAN YOU SEE INSIDE OF ME?
ev'ryone make their best dead faces!

*throws something heavy*

well the coffee shop closed but I penciled Art I Don't Really Want to Do. Now I'm inking Art I Don't Really Want to Do while doing Laundry I Don't Really Want to Do and listening to Sisters of Mercy.

oh gah not 80s top 40s music, my nemesis. *blasts RAtM*

really when isn't it time for this;

https://youtu.be/GSMCRD35ch4

A champagne supernova in the toilet

1) so Faerun has tressyms, calygaunts, crag cats, displacer beasts, wemics and all earthly cats. It’s like they canonically want your D&D game to stop abruptly at regular intervals so PCs can fuss about The Kitty.

2) I found the dumbest looking monsters in the Realms, Tall Mouthers. Look at these things. Hin regularly get eaten by muppets.

Re last boost; before late Edo period reforms most of Japan wasn’t colorized and in fact many places were black and white until the Taisho era. This is why old Zatoichi films and stuff like that were black and white, they accurately portrayed what things looked like.

And then this really dumb glitch- it only happens with international customers- took out all my manually entered lines and I had to manually enter them again. Then figure out discounts line by line as the quote wasn’t accurate. This on an order the length of my arm while answering emails, cutting licenses and entering payments. All in all this has jammed me into a fouler mood than I was in already.

I probably have nothing to complain about here, but I feel like a crummy person.

And in the mist there she rides,
Castles are burning in my heart.
And as I twist I hold tight,
And I ride to work in the morning wondering why.
“Sit in the chair and be good now,”
Oh, and become all that they told you.

You’re fucking kidding me the blueberry muffins have fucking yogurt all of the world seems to love dairy options which is fucking lovely but even if I enjoyed my innards tying themselves into bowlines it’d be rude to fart the general ledger group out of the office fuck yogurt and fuck having gotten out of bed.

I wanna go back to sleep and fantasize about being a young god or a small loved animal, and read this magazine I got Saturday, and draw and maybe masturbate and NOT do my day job, work on art I have no enthusiasm for a customer I have no enthusiasm for, or get back suppressed memories, fuck that noise.

me: I'm tired of '80s nostalgia, can't we freakin' imagine something new for a change?

also me: yay Necromunda's back and Mordenkainen's Tome of Foes gives you playable duergar and svirfneblin!

oh god, and LITERALLY RIGHT BEFORE I post how proud I am of positing Michael Bay's Shirt Tales as an example of 80s reboots, someone posts that there's gonna be a new Care Bears series.

doom looms, dearly beloved, doom looms.

that favorite series from the 80s. Although to be fair our society is facing peak 80s.

We've basically mined every possible media from the 80s for remakes - He-Man, TMNT, Conan, Transformers etc - and now we're down to second string 80s reboots, like Thundercats or having the president be a geriatric asshole. Once we hit Michael Bay's Shirt Tales or JJ Abrams' Rubik the Amazing Cube, we'll know we're running out of resources and might need to imagine more new stuff.

[agegroup] [qualifier] ninja [species]!
[agegroup] [qualifier] ninja [species]!
[agegroup] [qualifier] ninja [species]!
Heroes on [species pun]!

given how badly my intestines react to stress or suddenly there's dairy in stuff (this is I think why Arby's does me in); sometimes I need to stop and realize the reason my insides are suddenly a portal to the mystical Plane of Uncomfortable Cramps is oh yeah, that happens with beans or too much delicious vegan food.

oooorgh.

so I posted some thoughts about Infinity War. https://brushwolf.dreamwidth.org/647667.html

#drawings from today, trying to level up #vehicles!