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woo, weird intestinal gas/cramps and a weird anxiety/wakefulness spike. I don't think these are unrelated.

Om Tara tuttara ture soha

And one more chunk of moving later, I’m an emotional wreck again. I really am trying, I want everything to turn out okay.

went through a batch of email, confirmed last week's assignment, filled out information and scheduled fingerprinting, checked in with agency. This was *going* to be my down time to grab a nap and look at art stuff.

Crushing sadness, but I moved nearly all the kitchen stuff and put nearly all the trash in dumpsters.

For every failure screaming in your brain there’s at least a handful of softly whispered successes. I think this is true for all of us.

the ongoing problem; somehow I have to believe that I'm actually an okay person who merits life and happiness despite [whatever qualifier], because the alternative is following Kurt, Chris, Rob and Ryonasuke into the darkness, which would hurt people and what I actually want is for the situation to be better, not to necessarily be gone.

https://twitter.com/OhMyCorgi/status/1031330546507493376

omg they see their reflection in the mirror and want to play with it! 💙​

The weirdest incidental noise here turns out to be BART running. I *think* but am not sure I can sleep through it - light levels are a little more tricky - and I'm pretty sure it'd drive me nuts if I were closer to the station. It's weird though how audible it is!

“But we can’t start a nuclear war [at the Gay Bar] because it’s in Berkeley.”
“Right, it’s a nuclear free zone, when the apocalypse comes there’ll be just Berkeley. Perched on this hillock in the midst of leveled wasteland.”
“Grim survivors will shamble here from all over the dusty wild to sample our kombucha.”

“Transition scares me. If it were only like KA-VAG! and suddenly I had a new twat it’d be a lot less scary than being immobilized with a stent.”

Oh *this* bathroom. I have some really good memories of moving patterns in the stall walls in this bathroom.

“Yes but it’s Lovecraft. He used words like ‘cthonic’ as often as he panicked because it was cold out.”

soooo I worked for around 13 hours with breaks, and moved a ton of stuff and if it's a bit of anatomy that can lift or pull anything, mine is sore right now.

Today in the news, Older White Men in Suits Scowling.