Rain Dog @Leucrotta@awoo.space

Keep her down, boilin’ water,
Keep her down, what a lovely daughter
OH SHE IS NOT BORN LIKE OTHER GIRLS,
But I know how’ta conceive her,
OH SHE MAY NOT LOOK LIKE OTHER GIRLS,
She’s a snarl-toothed seether, SEETHER!
INSTRUMENTAL!

We’re down a warehouse guy today which means I busted ass receiving Costco stuff. Getting the self hating type of FOMO in which other people get to have houses, drawing for a much nicer income, cons, hot fetishy sex, etc while I’m stuck with sore ankles, crummy jobs, and self realization because I’m shit. This is pretty illusory, but it’s still uncomfortable, if that makes sense?

#drawings today, tightened up a khopesh-wielding paladin fighting a scarab-beetle-breathin' mummy from yesterday, and drew a page of science fiction people (a fox, a lower tech soldier and a tech-zombie!).

EAT recycled FOOD. It's GOOD for the environment, and OKAY for YOU!

I’ve lost myself again,
I’ve lost myself again,
It’s a nightmare but it’s clear,
It’ll end, but when?

A shitty mood has moved in so here are photos from yesterday. Forest stuff, and water flowing through an abandoned picnic table.

I should try to find the greatest Christmas movie ever at the used bookstore, and watch it.

Homemade meatballs over sour cream mashed potatoes (used the dairy free sour cream, red sauce is from a jar. Perhaps the biggest takeaway from this evening is "don't start cooking something new at 7:40 before a work day."

browsing the magazine section, I notice there's a lot of those history special things with COMMUNISM THE BRUTAL ORIGINS OF THESE EXTREMIST POLITICS or THE BOLSHEVIK REVOLUTION A BLOODY OVERTHROW and some REAGAN A CLASSIC PRESIDENT whatever. A wee touch heavy handed d'ye think?

(Barnes & Noble used to stock a lot of wargames magazines, but I guess they didn't sell - they just had WD this time.)

You’ve heard of elf on a shelf, well now it’s time for Dune Messiah-Emperor of Dune! “The Duniest Dune yet” says the New York Times.

Thing is I’m from literally dozens of generations of people whose lives could be uprooted or threatened at any time because they had exactly no power, while they were considered evil and expendable. *Plus* I lived through Reagan in the south where nobody suggested things could ever get better or the enemy could ever lose. You’d think I’d be basically built to be resilient to this, and naw, it fucks with me big time.

It’s all been getting to me today more than it usually does, I think because more bullshit happened and unlike previous weekends I haven’t had anything big on Saturday.

Big Urinal, artist’s rendition

wake up sheeple gender separated bathrooms are just a plot by Big Urinal to avoid having to put in more stalls #shitpost

Bleah, when a peroshky and petting dogs doesn’t quite stave off bad feelings they’re pretty bad feelings.

Gonna find somewhere with woods to walk in and gonna pretend it's all right.

Seriously what's with this country and our gun fixation? Like... I get it, hunting is fun, food and a sense of self closer to the natural world, spending an afternoon at the range and finding out how different stuff handles is fun. I can't wrap my brain around all the macho need assault rifles and concealed carry permits for "self protection" stuff and honestly it comes across as "we're gonna have ourselves a lynchin'" updated to the new millenium.

I used to consider myself an anarchist because I felt government was invariably going to fail people and smaller communities would help instead. So you'd think I would be more accepting of government which intentionally fails everyone but the rich, the cronies and the fundies. But naw, sadly it still pisses me the fuck off.

Cleaned the sink and the tub, which I don't do even vaguely often enough. The reason I don't do it often enough is that water drains slowly in both, no matter how much DRAINEX™️Ultra-Clog-Crusade™️ I pour down the drains. Thus, waiting for the tub to drain so I can shower.

Aha, I thought. "The Hunt for Red October" is free on YouTube. After the initial sequence, I realized that I didn't in fact want to watch the movie, I wanted to listen to choral music.