Rain Dog @Leucrotta@awoo.space

oh boy, just what I *don't* need.

anyways, werewolf vs. Brujah won out, so have a vague Ron Spencer like #drawing for #WerewolfWednesday?

I should PROBABLY stop singing along with Frankie's parts from Rocky while wandering around on tiptoes (I don't currently own a pair of heels) if I'm trying to draw, right?

What should I draw when I get out of here?

1) a door from Sigil
2) Cthulhu vs vikingr
3) gnoll vs hot orc
4) werewolf vs Brujah

THE NATIONAL SECURITY
CONCEPT OF COERCION!
DON'T LOOK AT ME!
DON'T TALK TO ME!
I KNOW IT'S AN ILLUSION I CAN'T SEE THROUGH IT!
*throws heavy objects*

whoa Google translate does Yiddish now, I can finally sing that translation of "Let's Lynch the Landlord" I always wanted to pass off as a late 19th century protest song

now all I need to do is hire a group of klemorim to play it

this song lyric brought to you by "I Can't Find My Jaw Harp And My Neighbors Are Probably Very Grateful"

corn liquor tastes sweeter in this town
could it be the same as the last?
Swear I seen your face before
just as familiar as a bottle and a glass
hey darlin'! sleepin' on the blacktop
hey darlin'! runnin' through the trees
hey darlin'! Leavin' for the next town
less'n my sense catches up with me.

Quitting smoking in 2018, means I sometimes want *a* cigarette. But I know very well that if I had a single cig, I'd be good for a while, and it's just not worth it to buy a pack of cigarettes which will be quite stale by the time I've had 1/2 of the pack.

I suppose if I knew someone who let me bum smokes off them I'd be in trouble, but the only smokers I know are coworkers and that feels off.

oh honey you know that you can (and will) lick my doo
you know that you can (and will) lick my big fat doo

Oh no! I went from listening to Boston and wanting to skip work to listening to Smashing Pumpkins and wanting to skip work!

Thanks to Covid even the straightest cis WASP out there has now had their right to merely survive become cheap political capital. I really hope the silver lining to this crappy pandemic is it means more folks now understand what it’s like to be marginalized and it’ll come back to bite the rightwingers in their rich asses.

bleah anxiety again

Oh yeeeaaah! I haven’t had this stuff in maybe a decade or so. Food photo!

singing along to NIN's original "Hurt" in my best Johnny Cash voice

while waiting for this can of Chinese glutinous rice to cool down. Currently it's so hot I think I see firey letters in Quenya, in the tongue of Mordor which I shall not utter here.

you know, having a normal one

#drawing today was copying faces from photos of reenactors, and discovering that I like the pigma microns more than these ballpoints while doing a little inking.

doo doo doo doo doo
one more kiss dear
one more sigh
only this dear
is goodbye
for our love is such pain and such pleasure
I will treasure until I die
doo dee da doo doo doo da doo
#RainingInSeattle #Chummer

Should I 1) study wildlife drawings or 2) draw off photos of faces, when I get out of this place today?

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I came out of this childhood in which nigh constant stress, a lack of independence, and a boatload of negative messages combined to make my brain extremely adept at seizing on anything that might be a cause of anxiety or self hate (and the two wound up being linked a lot).

Obviously jettisoning that is both more enjoyable and more practical, since a lot of the benefits of my old self loathing worldview were being able to sit in place through hours, days of bullshit.

Unfortunately, aging in a time of out of control capitalism and other huge societal threats which aren't easily gauged accurately (somewhere between the official government line of everything being just great as is and complete catastrophe, so it's very 80s) means that while the relative quiet of the 90s and 2000s was a lucky break to start on waaaaay more considerable issues, now is a pretty difficult time to work on either/both.