Rain Dog @Leucrotta@awoo.space

when my fist clenches, crack it open
before I use it and lose my cool
and if I smile, please tell me some bad news
before I laugh and look like a fool
and if I swallow anything evil put your finger down my throat
and if I shiver please give me a blanket
keep me warm, let me use your coat.

ten years worth of dust and neglect
we made our peace with weariness and let it be
the moon will sing a song for me, I loved you like the sun
bore the shadows that you made with no light of my own
I shine only with the light you gave me.
I shine only with the light you gave me.

and they're only gonna change this place
by killing everyone in the human race
and they would kill me for a cigarette
but I don't even want to die just yet.
There has to be an invisible sun
that gives its heat to everyone
there has to be an invisible sun
that gives us hope when the whole day's done.

and I remember she used to fall down a lot
that girl was always falling again and again
and I used to sometimes try to catch her
but never even caught her name

okay, calmed down enough to swap from "Let's Lynch the Landlord," "Fuck the USA," and "Beat the Bastards" to "Linger" and "Fast Car."

Did you know it’s possible to make rice pudding with almond milk? Did you know it’s possible to angrily make rice pudding?

so my landlords have decided that I need to be sandwiched in against a support column by a new, wide, white Honda.

I've left voice mail and email asking them to move me next to a compact car or empty space so it's easier to maneuver.

Imho either; you support Starbucks’ employees unionizing and getting better pay, or you want public libraries open longer and are willing to (have our wealthy masters) pay more for that privilege. You can do both, but you can’t do neither. People love getting Pumpkin Spice Brownie Tripple Shot Lattes with Whip or w/e on the go, sure, but that’s not the only reason Sbucks is big.

What sort of fantasy stuff should I draw after work?

Underneath the chilly gray November sky
We can make believe that Kennedy is still alive!
We’re shooting for the moon and smiling Jackie’s driving by and
They say, good try.
#SongLyrics

They eventually realized this wasn’t working and solved the problem by using plastic spoons to eat Tang straight from the container, and getting water to wash that down if they had to.

I think politics works a bit like that.

Years ago, before some of you were born, I lived in a big dormitory at UM. Down the hallway lived two friends who had a little fridge in their room. They liked Tang, so they got a big thing of Tang, a big plastic container and they agreed whoever used the last Tang would make a new batch. This worked for a while, then each of them would leave small amounts of Tang in the container so the other roommate would get stuck making more.

Yay, people I already despise for turning my entire country into racist polluted Jesusland are eager to aid people I despise for invading my ancestors’ country, as soon as gerrymandering lets them turn this place more racist, polluted and Christian. Hooah!

Yesterday’s #drawings because occasionally i get weird results posting stuff. Fighter and cleric, and a minotaur charges halfling infantry levies.

Want to be remade as something younger and new and better, rather than the reality of working to remake myself into something old but which at least fits comfortably at last.

This has been an unusually rough day and honestly sleeping and hoping it's better on the other side of that is the best thing I can really do.

AMAZON SCRAMBLES AS SHOPPERS DISCOVER SECRET DEALS these Cathar secrets were once guarded jealously by the Templars until unearthed by Hitler's Ahnenerbe. They fell into CIA hands after the war but have just been declassified, so Prime members can opt in to this trove of hidden occult knowledge!

then I said "my Dad would never let me have a Giant Death Robot unless it was a brand he trusted from years ago in NYC and then he'd probably kvetch about New Yorker mecha piloting skills."

For whatever reason the world seems huge and intimidating this evening, like I were still a kid wishing I could go trick or treating or to parties or something, with getting Dragon magazine as the highlight of my month (October tended to have new or more info on undead).

#drawings today and some of yesterday’s; fighter and cleric, and a minotaur charges halfling infantry levies.