Rain Dog @Leucrotta@awoo.space

The Red Wizards’ national anthem is “Oh, Thay.” It starts out “Oh, Thay can you thee.”

it's time to get baked and listen to Garmarna

wow, Vittrad is actually a really good album. Less theatrical and dramatic, and more what you might listen to around a fireplace in midwinter.

You're playing music and it's inspired you to drive UNUSUALLY PROFOUNDLY BADLY. So what are you listening to?

Some of the #drawings I inked today. Plant creature defeats a dwarf axeman; deep gnome ranger ambushes hobgoblins; two githyanki pirates face slaadi boarders somewhere in the astral sea; a dragonborn spellcaster.

oh dear someone's bot scrapes the word "character" and they uh, can draw my character for me.

Well this is awkward.

listening to Weird Al's The Plumbing Song and predictably, since there's a joke about toilets, I think it's hilarious

my next D&D character is gonna be a paladin of Sune, who casts spells by quoting "Love Shack" by the B 52s and who wears a purple helmet into battle because they're a

* promptly gets throttled by Ed Greenwood *

load up on guns and bring your friends
it's fun to lose and to pretend
how do the words to it go
I wish you'd tell me, I don't know

there's just ONE PLACE to go for all your spatula needs!

*puts on Weird Al's Truck Driving Song*
* predictably wants a roadtrip*

the SAVAGE SANDWICH of CONAN

from a SAVAGE AGE of FABULOUS MYSTERY

comes

KONK

the BONKARIAN

ah yes that notorious bastion of far left politics, the CIA

job hunt stuff done for today, despite really rough news. I wish I could bottle how sleepy I get around 1-3 PM into a pill I could take late at night.

It's weird how after growing up in a profoundly homophobic (trans people weren't even acknowledged to exist), anti-Black, anti-semitic environment, my lived experience means I do have some particularly bad prejudices, none of which I particularly aspire to, and none of which are actually about Queers, Blacks or Jews.

What might help work with feelings of low worth, disposability, obsolescence?

I know, sinking time into artwork related to my weird hobby interests, and especially into analog inks like nobody does anymore aside from established professionals.

Reactivated Twitter account, because I feel I was being pretty short-sighted and hot-tempered. But eh, I probably do need to be using the place differently, if at all.

So something pressed the "you won't be missed" buttons over on Twitter and I deactivated my account.

This was probably too much heat of the moment and not enough thinking in long term.

I think I am going to wait until at least tomorrow morning to decide if I'll reactivate the account or not. I've *got* 30 days.

I had to do some paperwork for an agency, so I broke out the scanner, and getting it to print then having my old Photoshop crash after really cleaning up an elaborate image, was so frustrating that I decided okay, that's it for scanning tonight. I'm getting better at realizing the tunnel vision I get when angry or stressed doesn't reflect a permanent unchanging state.

We all want to be more real than all the others
Wanted all of us to be more real than all of the rest
But it wasn't
Always starts with Galaga in a bar
And ends in a broken heart
Last cock you sucked, to the last cunt you fucked
I'm forever your girl
Please, please, please, say that you love me.