Rain Dog @Leucrotta@awoo.space

some days you just have to break into elfin song while walking among the ferns and trees

okay so “Jiggle the Handle” isn’t exactly traditional

trust me it sounds better in Sperethiel

I am a dwarf and I’m back on my shit
Shitty shitty shit
Shitty shitty shit

#subskeet Knives In n Out, the less classy version about poisoned Animal Style Fries

Man I’m not digging the chest pains thing lately.

I fell asleep despite people yelling at each other and kids loudly running around, and now that it's relatively quiet I am awake and still having different self worth stuff

where it strikes me that at some point all self worth basically winds up being take it on faith that I'm actually okay despite my "flaws" (in many cases stuff which is just fairly normal or forgettable rather than anything actively *bad*).

man I'm having weird body image issues about now. the pitter patter of little feet above my head while adults yell at each other is not really helping. ah, there's the stereo.

have you ever noticed how most fantasy/DnD evil organizations are hand, skull or eye themed? you could try something novel like The Brotherhood of the Crystal Kidneys, or The Crimson Elbows with their distinctive secret assassin cabal salute

I've suddenly realized how something I *hated* in a past D&D game (as in part of why I dropped out) would be covered way more elegantly by how "Volley" works in Dungeon World

Part 2: I feel like this is another effect of growing up with lots of dogmatism, exclusivity, competition, dualism. Even though I didn’t/literally couldn’t become a straight white Christian conservative southerner, I still internalized wanting some right decision that keeps me safe (in this case, always-good political grouping, you’d think an anarchist would know better); that’s not how the world works.

The down side to how people are people everywhere, is how no one group is devoid of assholes. So I’d love it if my ethnic/religious group, other groups perceived as allies and fellow Queers were unanimously saintly but nope. Reality isn’t that convenient. Similarly while its real easy to spot right wing assholes, the left has plenty of shitty people and shitty behavior, despite how I would like to believe otherwise.

true fact; the last TTRPG character I played is vaguely based off my favorite Nirvana track, "Even In His Youth"

would you believe me if I tell you
you're the queen of my heart
please don't deceive me when I hurt you
it's just not the way it seems
can't you feel my love buzz?
can't you feel my love buzz?
can't you feel my love buzz?
can't you feel my love BUZZZZZZZZZ!

wah wah
wah wah!
wah wah!

this fan album is a compilation of live Nirvana tracks only one of which I've previously heard and predictably I want American Spirits and the Men Seeking Men section of The Stranger

hey babe, are you an angel? because the multiple rings of eyes rotating around you are kinda scaring me actually

obscure Nirvana are all tracks like "Man I Hate Aberdeen" from their Ruptured Appendix EP which you have never heard and yet is somehow better than most of In Utero

*weeping while watching "10 Things that Border Collies Hate that You Should Avoid" video on YT*

It me

oh no

YouTube offers up Philip Glass' "Akhenaten" and I have never listened to it before so why not, click, and the first notes sound a lot like something I know...

Sodomy!
You may think it very odd of me!
That I enjoy the act of sodomy
but if you try it then you might agree
that you enjoy the act of sodomy!

subtoot, I am just so incredibly happy that at least one other person has what translates to my reaction "ugh, I hate pushing myself through eating salad/oh YEAH gonna sautee greens/fuck yes stir fried vegetables"

Talisman
I've been sleeping on the ground
far too long
under my stone
shed some light, move your magic,
take some time, show me how?
Talisman.

I never met a salesman like you before,
lines of the world just ripping us apart.
Scratch ran off, nice and slow,
I think I got one more mile left to go. #SongLyrics