https://youtu.be/81EgiEDPsws?si=i3wJPdJgj4FWiyC9
"checkitout I'm a liar too"
"shut up Beavis, you're not HALF as good a liar as this guy"
"yeah yeah yeah lies, LIES!"
coyote sing along hour, The Cure, animism, habitat loss
creatures kissing in the rain
shapeless in the dark again
in the hanging garden change the past
in the hanging garden wearing furs and masks
fall fall fall fall into the walls
jump jump out of time
fall fall fall fall out of the sky
cover my face as the animals die.
okay, so I have not received a link or anything for an interview I'm supposed to have at 1. This was (I'm pretty sure) an offshore recruiter and I usually assume THEY're trying to make some metric about contact rather than actually following through with anything about actually GETTING a job though.
job hunting or;
1) focus on something completely uninteresting with a largely uncompelling payoff,
2) present yourself confidently at a time when your confidence is shot, and
3) dismiss as simply routine collateral your feelings of self-doubt, hopelessness and foreshortened future that set off straight up suicidal thoughts.
really enthusiastic about celebrity birthdays, all caps, jidaigeki opening scrawl
THE YEAR IS 1864
THE RISE OF A MIDDLE CLASS HAS BROUGHT ABOUT THE FALL OF A DYNASTY AND THE END OF AN ERA
A SAMURAI ONCE SERVANT TO ROYALTY IS FORCED TO WANDER
WITH NO MASTER TO SERVE
AND NO DEVICES OTHER THAN HIS WITS AND HIS SWORD
*scratches frantically behind ear*
this is not especially seasonal, but I colored up another #drawing.
Years ago, and I swear I'm not making this up, it was THE NINETIES.
ASSET OUT OF CONTAINMENT! SKRREEEEEEEEE!
Also now thinking about how a lot of my sorta negative assumptions- the world’s made for people officially better than me and I’ll be shat on almost as an afterthought, I can’t do all the social stuff I want, I can’t get to be successful with jobs and finances- aren’t just one assumption to challenge but several stacked with low resources, and that’s why they persist.
Lots of random gunk, but some drawings and cooking talk too. Obsesses about DnD and related topics. Left-leaning/profoundly frustrated politics. Black lives matter; trans rights are human rights.
Occasionally NSFW art and discussion, please do follow if you're 18+.