Rain Dog @Leucrotta@awoo.space

just everything came together in just the wrong way - job hunt, interviews that came through, an interview which ghosted me, stuff I need to do for my parents, other folks' terrible news - and I now have like NO energy and less motivation.

the muppet romance of three kingdoms

the muppet journey to the west

so that was the entire Clash of the Titans soundtrack and I'm now sad that 1) I'm old 2) Perseus, Andromeda and everyone else involved got old and died 3) stop motion film making died and I don't get to do that instead of day jobs

perhaps it is time to wrap up job hunting stuff and go eat something

important new phrase for the day

xinla shiwu

"wo ai xinla shiwu"

I was going to make another "Clash of the Titans" soundtrack post here but then realized I should probably caveat that there are other things I think about the last three plus eventful millenia of Greek history, culture and myth than just stuff I would like to eat

that said, loukomades

* blasts the Clash of the Titans soundtrack *

LONG AGO

IN A DISTANT REALM OF CHEAP PLENTIFUL MEZEDES AND OUZO

the Matrix trilogy only Neo's basically like a pokemon, in the first movie the only thing he says is WHOA but by Matrix Reloaded the only thing he says is THE ONE

someone outside keeps blowing a whistle and it's really messing with me listening to Ozomatli

I forgot the 4e player’s handbook 2 has THREE different nature related classes and Vincent Dutrait interior artwork, so that’s fucking badass.

Oh no

I figured I’d look at my old 4e books to look at the art but I keep reading the RULES and uhhh I know you’re supposed to hate it but it’s a really cool game and I want to run it

D&D thought; red/gold descent dragonborn bard specialized in flute. They’ve learned fine control of their breath weapon enough to warm a flute enough to expand the metal slightly and drop the pitch 1-2 octaves during a performance.

there's this dude who paints GW miniatures based off pride flags, which pisses off the IMPERIUM ARE HEROES AND ONLY MEN ARE ASTARTES types and he gets these really bright clean colors

but I disagree with applying the trans colors to male presenting Chaos marines. I think if any 40K army gets trans masc coding it should be Orks, not because they themselves are trans but because they're fungi, so at some point in the past some trans dude thought that was ultra-super-interesting.

okay, I put in for some Indeed jobs, a thing I found out about through email, and anything new for three different agencies, I no longer feel so much unhappy as low energy, I'm gonna go home, eat the remaining black beans and sausage and sleep.

oh hey, it's the Juno Reactor track that plays when Neo fights that dude

https://youtu.be/WlNtnZmgbAI?si=bjSmSSN3LARIw6jw

whoa

anthro cat unboxing videos

* removes GW stuff from cardboard shipping box *

"now here's the new Games Workshop Beyond the Eye of Terror set, it comes with some Eldar Warpway arches, five Druichii sprues and a real treat for Tyrannid players, the towering Dimaerchus, standing a full 30 cm tall."

* sits in cardboard shipping box *

I am a sexual tyrannosaurus!

that means I tuck my arms close to my chest with two fingers sticking out on each hand and screech while we fuck

okay, I now feel like I've watched the part of Princess Mononoke which is like 45 minutes of old growth forest being destroyed, but on repeat. It is now time to get a croissant and coffee before I even try pushing on more job hunt.

well THAT interview was a nonstarter. Group interview - fairly perfunctory do-you-look-pretty, group interview, other guy looked far prettier than me, mentioned management opportunities as a goal (whereas my goal was/honestly is "work in a close-knit team of 4-15 people"). SO...

apparently my emotional state is "incredibly anxious even when I think I'm doing a lot better."

The Beatles' "Egregious Misogyny" album. Originally the album was supposed to feature Ringo's original composition "Octopus Locomotive Teatime" but was cut to make room for the McCartney track, "Please Please Please Love Me Why Don't You Love Me Please Baby."