Rain Dog @Leucrotta@awoo.space

#drawing yesterday

I THINK I was able to rejoin the ACLU. If not I just dropped money on 'em, it's not like they won't use it, hopefully for ACTUALLY protecting people, not like the last time I was a member.

I couldn't recall my old membership number, so I'm a new NAACP member again.

Anyway have a #drawing

I slept not much last night as you might expect from something jumping up and down on my CPTSD with lawn cleats. Consequently I’m spoiling for a fight, and shaky; and ask your forgiveness if I snap or break down at you.

My ancestors lived in a world which told them they were disposable shit compared to the GOOD people, frequently by making them unwilling refugees or by killing them off. Part of what must've kept them going was feeling they had the right ideals, and feeling they had the right community.

Similarly the Refuge Vows call out not just the Buddha and the dharma but also the sangha; that it's not just my own innate worth, and not just my values, but my community.

I think I'm onto something with how I'd rather lose with all y'all than win with all of them.

This upcoming regime is going to kill me. Either I'll die in prison, protest, hate crime, or homeless camp thanks to their bullshit, the environmental effects of their deregulation will get me, or the wear on my emotional and therefore physical health will. But I was always going to die, and the key question is how I live before that comes to an end. I did the right thing here. I will continue to try and do the right thing on my path through prison, protest, hate crime or homeless camp.

Remind me this gives me hope, when I'm screaming in discomfort, will'ya?

awake again, took a melatonin, hopefully will fall over again.

damn, I really could use a cigarette

you ASSHOLES

you fucktastic Scheiss fuer Gehirnen

you absolute human shit, I grew up in your goddamn southeast fundie crap for 18 fucking years of my fucking life and it was crap, it wasn't some paradise

I'm sick of my planet being destroyed because you guys hate Black people or whatever the fuck

we COULD HAVE BEEN AN OKAY COUNTRY but you SHITS decided no it's way better that we be some repressive fucking Christian Klan masturbatory fantasy

fuck all y'all!

gyatei gyatei haragyatei harasogyatei boji sowaka

today's "phrases you can sing in place of My Sharona in the song My Sharona;"

* toaster pastries

* Leonard Nimoy

* Henry Rollins

puttin' on the Korngold soundtrack for "Robin Hood," and cheering SOFT FOCUS SOFT FOCUS at the appropriate point

naw just kiddin'

but fencing during the appropriate points? Not kidding. And I'm gonna stop before my downstairs neighbors yell at me.

oh yeah guess what time it is

https://youtu.be/cKkDMiGUbUw?si=Ot5yGjXgn4JNTwlB

unrelated to uh

this marinated zucchini I threw together Friday for Saturday's Samhain-like thing? Came out AWESOME.

Have you ever thought about what you could eat if you had Wolverine’s healing factor? You could drink a chorizo-potatoes-and-egg milkshake. You could mix ghost pepper into cream cheese and spread it on figs. You could make a literal everything bagel by putting everything in the fridge on a bagel. You could have all this right before bedtime.

#subpost I accept by now there’s a standard assumption that only one bad thing ever happened to Jews, in only one place, and since 1945 things have been just GREAT for us, because we’re all as white as Charles III. But from how you talk you’ve never actually met a Black person have you?

Some of us were BORN into our lives, our right to exist let alone be connected to our ancestors and their cultures, being politicized. It’d be a REAL nice gesture if you remembered that.

yeah actually let's not listen to "UR so Fucked" that's kinda the diametric opposite of the vibe I'm going for

*skips to The Rat and bounces up and down like Devo, wooo*

the good news is that if I liked these tracks while sober there's now, like, 8 more hours of them in the first 30 minutes ALONE

this is actually the first time I've tried to listen to Army of Mushrooms while stoned

also man there's something IMMENSELY comforting about wearing a unicorn onesie. If the diaper thing weren't such a squick I'd probably deffo go for the babyfur thing.

Operation Try to Calm the Fuck Down, Brain has commenced with half an edible and The Shins' "New Slang." And putting on my kigurumi.

It might even be kicking in already, given the thought about the music video for Gigi D'Agostino's "The Riddle" being "whoa, the guy's mitochondria are talking"