Rain Dog @Leucrotta@awoo.space

#supbost thing is, being Queer DEFINITELY belonged in old country music. "My folks kicked me out when I came out/they don't like my boyfriend/my boyfriend broke up with me/I learned from an old leatherman who died" is suitably country heartbreak

but since country seems to have moved on to how great things are or a nostalgia fest, maybe it doesn't fit anymore?

Mostly #rendered #drawing finished up today. I'm trying out some stuff stylistically which might or might not work.

ugh. any moment low blood sugar, upset over uh, *this*, and not being where I need to mask will result in horrifyingly unrealistic nostalgia about being young, the 90s, and having hopes about doing SOMETHING meaningful. Gross. But I was right, this is definitely no headspace to be at work in.

finishing #rendering #colored #drawings while feeling crummy.

What if I called out sick to deal with the giant wave of utterly crushing negativity and mostly sleep instead of do stuff in the cold?

real bristly about stuff lately

like "debate walking out of a group I'm technically an admin for" bristly

two hours of northern English ambiance (eating beans on toast ASMR)

SPONGEBOB NARRATOR two minutes later

oh sweet sacred Corellon someone actually MADE one. SEVERAL someones.

It's a cold, dark, rainy night. Dinner is fried Spam, baked beans and toast and to go with the British theme I have a YouTube video about painting Legion of the Damned Astartes

Howl’s Moving Bowels, LeGuin’s less loved sequel

oh yeah, all minorities are perfect and precious and prized except one, and all you kikes can die.

I've heard it before.

the shitty transhuman future in which somehow every child (but only from the master race after all) get to be geniuses who crank out code, and yet somehow none of them will also be autistic, ADHD or want to use it to grow a tail or a working female reproductive tract.

thinking about signing myself up as a monthly donor to Earthjustice since it's really obvious that the entire natural world is about to be under siege thanks to the worst people in our country, whether I hear about it or not.

*outrageously fake accent*

in my country we have amusing, how is it po-angliskii, skazok? Amusing SAYING. There is no news in The Truth, and no truth in The News.

YOUNG ME: Finally someone gets it. Religion, abuse, gun nuts, depression, self-hate, trapped in this world. He's got to have been all the places I've been... or worse.

TRENT REZNOR: this girl BROKE UP with MEEEEE!

... this reused joke brought to you via rediscovering an awesome NIN track from 2005

true fact; probably because of the line about growing flowers in the desert and seeing the sun shine in wintertime, and because I didn't know the group were Scots, I assumed the big country in "In a Big Country" was *Australia* for the longest time.

who makes the rules?
who makes the rules?
we walk on two legs not on four
to walk on four legs breaks the law
what happens when we break the law?
what happens when the rules aren't fair?
we all know where we go from there!
to the house of pain!

turn me back into the pet
I was when we met
I was happier then with no mindset
and if you took to me now
like a gull takes to the wind
I'd have jumped from my trees
and I'd dance like the king of the assholes
and the rest of our lives would've fared well

Tonight’s experiment was sauerkraut soup (капуснякь) and this is definitely worth repeating.

okay, trying out a new soup recipe and at the laundromat (only washer's broken, thankfully - so I can still use the dryer at my place) I was able to read some of my book about canoes, like I would've gotten to read at lunch if I didn't need to drop everything to help a very important customer

WHAT CAN YOU SEE INSIDE OF ME?
WHAT CAN YOU SEE INSIDE OF ME?
Hands in the air, assume the position!
WHAT CAN YOU SEE INSIDE OF ME?
WHAT CAN YOU SEE INSIDE OF ME?
Everyone make their best dead faces!
PRO VISION L3!
PRO VISION L3!
PRO VISION L3!
CULTURE OF SUSPICION!