Rain Dog @Leucrotta@awoo.space
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Lots of random gunk, but some drawings and cooking talk too. Obsesses about DnD and related topics. Left-leaning/profoundly frustrated politics. Black lives matter; trans rights are human rights.
Occasionally NSFW art and discussion, please do follow if you're 18+.
Joined Aug 2017
Turns out my friend’s wife is allergic to mushrooms and dislikes tofu, so it was ideal for them to get hot pot with me, since I was really enthusiastic about both!
My friend was all stoked about getting hot pot just about the time I realized since 8 last night I’ve been running on coffee and a cinnamon muffin. So here we are.
art stuff, race
darnit my brief requires the humans both be Caucasian. I mean, I like drawing tattooed Norse types, but seriously do they both *have* to be white?
Low grade depression too I think. Gotta draw for a client and some things went better but... I’m not in a great headspace right now.
mh, family
So that was 48 minutes on the phone with my folks. I’d been hoping to catch them this weekend anyway but oof. It’s not easy for me.
G'night Masto. Instead of a self-hating tirade you get a comparatively mild "still stressed and really tired."
Gonna fall into bed early.
So I guess the next question is, do I want to get dinner out or bring stuff back here so I can spend more time camped out in my room?
TFW as soon as I shut down my computer and stand up, I could potentially drive 10-11 hours to Portland with only a few stops to pee/refuel/get convenience store food. But getting to that point takes serious willpower.
true fact; if there were more of a future in it, and you weren't at risk of having your entire hard-earned career evaporating at any moment thanks to an accident, I'd want to earn my C Class license and be a trucker.
Holy crap, how did I *not* know about The Goddamn Gallows before? Insta-favorite.
cw, food
I almost never get to eat pizza these days thanks to allergies, and yet somehow didn’t go through the entire pizza.
https://awoo.space/media/JQIF2PKSHLejitsLgDg
rage, back to photo shit soon.
I would like to thank the richass cyclist who decided to harsh my mellow by bellowing at me. I realize you’re morally superior to me cause your riding outfit costs more than my laptop, but I was pulling out slowly with poor visibility and maybe you could acknowledge that total strangers maybe dislike being yelled at, especially since afterwards i could have legit run you off the road and didn’t want to. Fuck you dude.
You go places like this, you forget how much you fucking hate California and you’re in love completely all over again.
Oh and also? I was very well behaved and did not jack their artichokes.
https://awoo.space/media/WMtVfY2SfrDVLwmloos
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It’s a real nice feeling to be just me walking by some cliffs. And I don’t need to be some major stud, I don’t need to be some really competent worker, I don’t need to be some special mystic calling the power of the disir and tenger. I just have to be here. That’s all. Just here. Just me. If that makes sense.
https://awoo.space/media/-AhBwwiRsjwiAgOBUDI
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mh
Further CBT analysis points out that so much of everything I felt last night was about what I was “supposed to” think and how I “should” feel. This is all really arbitrary.
Not great but saner now.
I probably don’t deserve to feel good or think well of myself, *and* I wish to, anyway. Showered, dressed, got coffee, doughnuts.
- Tumblr
- crocutable.tumblr.com
- https://www.instagram.com/leucrottart/
- https://twitter.com/Brushwolf
Lots of random gunk, but some drawings and cooking talk too. Obsesses about DnD and related topics. Left-leaning/profoundly frustrated politics. Black lives matter; trans rights are human rights.
Occasionally NSFW art and discussion, please do follow if you're 18+.
Joined Aug 2017
