Rain Dog @Leucrotta@awoo.space

The beach smells like fish, like the entire place is vitally sacred to dogs.

Checkitout, their mascot is an otter with bedroom eyes!
https://awoo.space/media/N0eaxkebsTSSze_o1X0

Right now I'm feeling really overwhelmed. A quick look around my room reveals just how few spoons I have had for the longest time. I'm showering, getting in the car and getting cigs and coffee and moving.

This sort of thing is why I really REALLY would rather live in a studio apartment, which is probably all sorts of greedy and wasteful. No wait for the bathroom, nobody else's hair clogging the drain, nobody else's dishes in the sink, nobody else taking up the kitchen or making you feel cramped in a central living space. None of that.

Just can't get back to sleep. I didn't sleep well last night and so this is making me cranky about things like, say, I give up and decide to start moving and housemate's boyfriend is in the bathroom for half of forever again.

Oh yeah also nudity #drawings
https://awoo.space/media/2u3MUDRxZSEgRq3txuY

#drawings with lots of death and bloodshed
https://awoo.space/media/Aom2DlgAspIbtaERyA4
https://awoo.space/media/Unr-UkOv3eG4fIniT-s
https://awoo.space/media/JEu9LG4k7hRgBP7r_Xo
https://awoo.space/media/NMteLpDcH8jLPIUEzFo

okay, I'm gonna go to a coffeeshop and draw D&D stuff or read D&D magazine stuff and try to calm the fuck down. Pretend I'm a nice person who says nice things like about big fluffy akitas or something.

everything, and yet simultaneously nothing, bagels formed in the perfect shape of the primordial aum

I have plenty of food at home and may eat out this weekend. I don’t need to spend money on donburi, hwe dup bap, garlic noodles, waffles or any of the other stuff I currently want to shove in my mouth.

The three straight arrows, representing the forces of heterosexuality, in contrast to the eight pointed symbol of Queerness.

Or in other words; stuff hit my issues but good, thanks to a batch of stuff like working at top speed on big projects handed me, and somehow, I managed to pull up out of it, which is a relief.

You fucking asshole please don’t dump two huge projects on me in the same day. Fuck you, arbitrarily vindictive jerk.

I really feel gross about how some of my gender issues are basically envy, especially because I know women (trans and cis) dig through a ton of gross crap.

I also feel bad about; how incredibly dim humanity’s future looks, how dim my future looks, and having a huge project dropped on me 10 minutes before I usually do lunch (hence the late lunch).

3.5 more hours. Bleah.

Garou, in a safe house during some sort of mission; character (1st-3rd person perspective switched during the dream) in glabro sleeping with arms around a different character in hispo (neither in breed form so that, if attacked while sleeping, both would still regenerate). Then Leonard Nimoy as old mellow Spock, who’d apparently dyed his now longer hair blue, and wore Lennon sunglasses.

Well okay subconscious.

Opposition party in name only, for it is neither.

1) should I make a big, monstery description for my Tapestries MU* character?

2) last night in a Truth or Dare game on Taps I got asked “what sort of monster movie would you star in?” and answered “sort of a cross between The Thirteenth Warrior and Point Break, only with Jotnar!” and I’m actually thinking about that as a story today.

Just feeling burned out and futureless this morning. I think getting back memories of some times with an ex, and realizing some stuff about kink, is part of the fatigue.

I want down time, how is it a weekend is never enough?

I just described a potential ideal monster movie as "A cross between The Thirteenth Warrior and Point Break, with Jotnar!"

Oh yeah a “munchie meal” from Jack in the Crack. Cause the company sure knows who goes to Jack after 9 pm. But it’s earlier and I’m sober, just low on blood sugar.