but hey let's cover up where I have doubts and hurts with a joke, then coffee and drawing, that's good right?
Like it's kinda weird how shaving your beard hairs becomes this grindy every day prep for work, but I hate having beard hairs so when I'm *not* working, and a day or four worth of distracted/depressed stubble is an option, getting rid of the stuff is like "HA HA, G'BYE FUCKO!"
subtooting @porsupah, music link
Veruca Salt, "Aurora"
https://youtu.be/XJrgTe625PE
#drawing from reference, with no underlying sketch. This *feels* incredibly useful but I can’t yet articulate how. Cw for tame nudity.
teh gendars
Apparently today started with "wow I resent the fuck out of a relationship that's been over now for slightly longer than it lasted" and quickly plunged into thinking I'm trans, again.
I'd been thinking I'm nonbinary and don't want to transition, for the last year or so, but then I realize that my entire personality was largely shut down in 2017.
"Bad Rubber" quote from memory
"So I guess aside from killing a batch of people and breaking all my fingers he was a pretty good guy. And me? I've got my Replicant and my own personal spinner and I'm off to Canada!"
aaand they all lived happily ever for about 4 months tops according to Bladerunner 2049, a movie slightly more fun than drinking O'Doul's.
Lots of random gunk, but some drawings and cooking talk too. Obsesses about DnD and related topics. Left-leaning/profoundly frustrated politics. Black lives matter; trans rights are human rights.
Occasionally NSFW art and discussion, please do follow if you're 18+.