Rain Dog @Leucrotta@awoo.space

My worries are probably rooted in childhood where I couldn’t get away from people who hurt me - and everything at least *seemed* really personal, so the idea that I alienate everyone and people hate me is way more past than present.

Realization from last night;

Despite my worries that people don’t like me, rationally few people dislike me and more people actively like me. You have to really spend time with someone to like or dislike them, so most people will be fairly neutral; their feelings are pretty WYSIWYG, and they move on quickly. You’ll spend enough time to dislike someone only when there’s no real choice; spending time with someone you like helps you like them more.

I am trying to be a good bank employee, tbh I want to draw (either furry stuff, a big cyborg gorilla fight, Spelljammer stuff, or just fennecs - anyone got preferences?).

Sorta want to share this realization about social interactions from last night, or about my apparent clones. Anyone got preferences there too?

Could have slept better but this is still good compared to last Tuesday. Trying out BART parking to avoid street cleaning today, let’s see how that goes.

Anxiety got me up so I took an edible, and I'm waiting for it to kick in. I'm trying to remember that there are so many good things in the world, even when I can't see them.

So profoundly lucky, I'm grateful, I have such good friends!

The charmer’s name is Gav given; I have of a time him seen about the station, that with too-goodly words and sack a promotion would gain. Bryant must have upped him to Blade Runner Squadron.

“Is this an empathy test to be, that would make thy youthful eyes start from their sockets, thy hair stand on end like quills upon the fretful porcupine.”
“Voight-Kamff do we clepe it.”
“Come now good sir, I would of your test see a negative afore I a positive do see.”

“Like ye now our owl?”
“Tis artificial?”
“Aye, as in the best it is.”
“Must be as expensive as a fair gem from the Indies.”
“Tis. I hight Rachel.”
“Deckard.”
“You would find our work not a benefit to the publick, sir?”
“Replicants be as aught other machine, benefit or hazard alike; if benefit they be ‘tis little matter to me.”
“Good sir, might I ask of you a question?”
“Ask and by the asking be you commended.”
“Hast thou e’er a human retired of a misunderstanding?”
“Nay.”

#drawing from yesterday finished today, and one from this afternoon!

I really want to make things for people, stuff to make them happy. I think being more *me* would help me contribute to other people a lot more. I have no clue how to pull this one off.

y'notice nobody does those hand shake memes with "marine biologists" "surfers" and "stoners" over "The Pacific Ocean" because it's basically the same single hand.

https://twitter.com/kawa_dtoku/status/1038322369285111808

omg omg omg omg 💙​💙​

MOS EISLEY SPACEPORT! You will never find a more wretched hive of scum and villainy.

Except for Nar Shaddaa, Corellia, some districts of Coruscant.

* cheers GONK DROID! GONK DROID! at the appropriate parts of the Episode IV soundtrack *

omg omg omg 💙​

https://youtu.be/A07GJokPN0A

#drawings from Friday and this morning! Cw for fantasy violence.

What’s cooler, robots or cyborg gorillas?

Oh wow, it's amazing what makes me so incredibly happy sometimes.

HE HELD THE BRIDGE AT GJALLERBRU otvar za Russ! Fenris hjolda!