Rain Dog @Leucrotta@awoo.space

Angry Arms / Rebuilding https://youtu.be/bAfbq57WlCk via @YouTube

2:05 CHRISTMASTIME!

reading an article about grief, says you can grieve someone easily decades after they're gone. anyway this is why I'm listening to PotUSA's "Kitty."

“Luftwaffe in Color the Victory Years 1939-1942” uhhhh not to be rude but there was this little setback the Luftwaffe suffered in 1940, you might have read something about it.

Ooorgh forgot how much energy it takes to deal with my folks. Admittedly I missed sleep last night, and this wasn’t a particularly bad day, but I want to crawl into bed for 12 hours.

But it is clear Twitter doesn’t have a future. Forget trying to reduce their users by one, I’m there perhaps unwisely for a dopamine fix, not a cortisol fix!

I really need access to a Mastodon server which federated with mastodon.art, mastodon.lol and shark.community; do you have any recommendations?

My personal weirdness includes some deeply rooted reactions to reactions to crummy childhood messages, as well as those childhood messages. Being aware of them, at 0300, I can do. I'm unlikely to resolve them in a healthy manner suddenly at 0300.

THE HOLE. A culinary frontier. I kept wondering what the doughnuts might look like as they moved within the pink box. Were they Boston Cremes? Crullers? I kept dreaming of a world I thought I’d never see. And then one day… I got in. *massive Daft Punk*

Werewolf vs vampire, drawn today while kinda cranky about stuff with Twitter. Make that incredibly cranky.

I don’t like Mastodon as much as Twitter but apparently I am now avoiding Twitter as an established ultra right wing platform.

My friend talking about how her folks sent her to a Christian counselor to help with being Gay and she figured out gender stuff instead.

Me: “Let JESUS cast out your sinful TESTOSTERONE an’ fill you with the essence of estradiol*! BEGONE!”

* ess trah DAHL

On the left is Mount Hood. On the opposite side, on your right, is Mount Boot.

Also, I *really* did not need to recover those memories of the 80s - mostly glurgy "soft rock" on Z-93 on the school bus and running into a particularly gross track on the speakers at a Vietnamese place my parents liked. Not traumatic or anything, just not particularly good memories from a lousy time.

I can't say this often enough; Twitter's centralization means I can access artists, scientists and friends who are inaccessible on Mastodon because they're on other servers, but Twitter's centralized, easy-access-to-everything also comes with easy access to right wingers and their opinions.

when you were here before
couldn't look you in the eye
you looked like Yog-Sothoth
your skin makes me cry
you float like a butterfly
and sting like a bee
I wish I was special
you're so fucking special

*waves lighter in air*

but I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo

I don't care if it hurts
I wanna have control
I wanna eat burritos
I wanna smoke a bowl
I want you to notice
your shoes are untied
you're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special

*waves lighter in air*

reading old Dungeon, the PCs meet with a half-dragon NPC who introduces himself, explains he means no harm, and was not expecting to meet adventurers. This got me to how I think this should be the player character anthem;

Flying Messenger https://youtu.be/QQfoIFPw6lQ via @YouTube

The only #drawing from today (started yesterday) which really worked okay. A knight beset by two infantrymen.

It's only a matter of time before I leave Twitter because I don't feel it's ethical for me to stay there, which is, of course, what our bullying egomaniacal Head Twit wants to create the right-wing echo chamber he bought using enough money to potentially fix actual problems (but his entire social class exists to make things worse, not better).