Rain Dog @Leucrotta@awoo.space

no more pie now
no more creme brulee
lay off the gravy
and souffle
no french friiiiiiies now
no ice cream parfait
mister cheese nachos
go away

THEY'RE ALIVE
THEY'RE AWAKE
WHILE THE REST OF THE WORLD IS ASLEEP
BELOW THE MINESHAFT HOLES IT WILL ALL UNFOLD
THERE'S A WORLD GOIN' ON UNDERGROUND

#drawings! An altered creature and a former weapons training wood golem re-purposed as a dungeon guardian. And some furry pinup art (cat, general canine, Egyptian styled jackal) with a couple of portraits for practice and to fill space.

oh NO listening to Lords of Acid while drawing vacant pinup art suddenly became listening to NIN and I got distracted thumbnailing people firing twin mini-uzis while doing backflips #90s

Have some scribbles from a happier time! The nearest coffee shop to FC 2015 was Cafe Frescati, sadly now closed. Either me or someone else misremembered it as “Cafe Frazetta” and inspired these.

I hate the reminder that, while it’s hard to miss Republicans really pushing to fuck things up for trans folks, they haven’t paused their constant attacks on women in general, Blacks, and humanity as a whole.

Found old art! In 2014 I discovered that painting of Takhisis with captive Raistlin was actually Clyde Caldwell’s, rather than Larry Elmore’s. I figured an Evil Queen of Dragonkind needed big Elmore hair and a really impractical outfit.

… her hair isn’t poofly enough imho.

Best Roman Emperor name? Not anything they did, just the coolest name.

I’ve actually decided that if they call me tonight I’m not going to answer. Frequently I do that to avoid being roped into visiting them, but I think I’m don’t want to put up with them even in the abstract.

Man, my ex sure managed to hammer home my worst assumptions about my place in the universe. Unintentionally, without us needing to hate each other, and while I was too stressed to notice that was happening or do anything about it.

I honestly think part of what's been hitting so hard emotionally lately is the oh hey you thought you were done with winter have some freezing temperatures and snow.

apparently in this mood right before bed, now...

Where is the horse and the rider?
Where is the horn that was blowing?
Where is the helm and the hauberk and the bright hair flowing?
They have passed like rain in the mountains,
Like wind in the meadow.
The days have gone down in the west
Behind the hills into shadow.

talisman,
I've been sleeping on the ground
far too long
under your stone
shed some light
move your magic
take some time
show me how,
talisman.

oh sunshine
your loving beauty passed me by
should I waste my time
in your valley, beneath your sky
Aaaaaaa!
Aaaaaaa!
Aaaaaaa, I am home!
you move your own mountain
the trees have grown, the trees have grown!
now it's over,
now it's over and I'm going home!

Lost as I may be
in the fog of my own noise and trivialities
Grand Holy Mother, grant me clarity;
I am standing on the edge of forever, forever.

Subtweet. Benefiting from "white privilege" isn't quite the same thing as racism, especially not if I'm only white when it's convenient for someone to assign me whiteness. Do you really think my ancestors wanted to leave the middle east? Do you really think they wanted to leave Spain? Do you honestly think they'd be here if Ukraine was a great place to be around 1900?

Cause while I may benefit from privilege, there are ACTUAL FUCKING RACISTS out there you could go after for being, you know, MORE RACIST than just sittin' around being pale. I've been trying to do my bit; what are YOU doing other than throwing blame?

Go pull your fucking liberal guilt on some other kike, you fucking piece of shit.

seriously, all the anger is seeping out, and this might be a good night to have half an edible and listen to Kyuss and Zeppelin

meat eating orchids forgive no-one just yet
cut myself on angel hair and baby's breath
broken hymen of your highness I'm turned black
throw down your umbilical noose so I can climb right back.
HEY
WAIT
I GOT A NEW COMPLAINT
forever in debt to your priceless advice
HEY
WAIT
I GOT A NEW COMPLAINT
forever in debt to your priceless advice
your advice
your advice
your advice
#instrumental

STANDING WITH THE FURY THAT THEY HAD IN '66
AND LIKE E DOUBLE I'M MAD, STILL KNEE-DEEP IN THE SYSTEM'S SHIT!
HOOVAH!
HE WAS A BODY REMOVAH!
I'LL GIVE YOU A DOSE BUT IT CAN NEVER COME CLOSE
TO THE RAGE BUILT UP INSIDE OF ME,
FIST IN THE AIR IN THE LAND OF HYPOCRISY!