images, fantasy humanoids, eye contact
Finished coloring a #drawing today, Clip Studio cut-and-grad coloring, wizard, sorcerer and warlock.
AI, the problem we all live with
I’m again thinking that AI stuff all looks like something a human was supposed to go in and fiddle with; a literal labor saving device. Get 70% done fast, roll fixing mistakes into the 30% which was going to be labor intensive anyway. But you can’t sell that sort of process to the same culture that gives us Amazon, inflation, rent increases, downsizing; it’s all about exploitation rather than investment.
Just thinking about how this mess arose organically. Everything now got started on my generation, but we were suddenly in a world with no Cold War and too few people to make a particularly solid lasting stink. The inevitable cost of living increases came with eagerly up scaling for a larger number of younger people and I feel like the return of Cold War values camouflaged how exploitative this was getting when it was easier to stop.
Images, fantasy creatures, eye contact
#drawings today, feeling very Col-Erase blue lately. Wizard vs beastman in a forest, a cleric conjures bright light against a vampire, and a fight between a githzerai with a monk’s spade and kitsune with a dao.
Images, fantasy creatures, eye contact
#drawings today, feeling very Col-Erase blue lately. Wizard vs beastman in a forest, a cleric conjures bright light against a vampire, and a fight between a githzerai with a monk’s spade and kitsune with a dao.
Not really stoned thoughts since I’m sober rn but;
I don’t or don’t yet have mental vocabulary for “this is terrible right now, AND in six months it’ll be forgotten” or “I’m trapped here now and am likely to be stuck differently in a bit, AND more is going on than just being stuck and trapped” and in fact only huge energy intensive experiences broke me MOSTLY of being certain my “knowledge” was accurate.
Not really stoned thoughts since I’m sober rn but;
This inclusiveness (fortune and misfortune will occur no matter how I plan, no matter how tightly I define my world) fits into the tunnel vision, feeling stuck, catastrophizing.
Not really stoned thoughts since I’m sober rn but;
In this scheme ignorance isn’t just not knowing, but really trying to hold onto and solidify my current beliefs as accurate, which from racism to dinosaur feathers, they’re NOT.
Again these aren’t necessarily terrible, fatal, but somewhat futile and, because I DON’T actually know the future, neither what is desirable and going away nor what is deleterious and seems locked in forever are unchangeable.
Not really stoned thoughts since I’m sober rn but;
Buddhism describes the poisons as passion, aggression, and ignorance. I’m now thinking “poison” is intended as a slow process here; I probably won’t die instantly from passion but it can slowly, surely tilt my worldview. I also thought that passion and aggression are responses to what are inherently transitive parts of life; I’m trying to get and hold onto what I like, I’m trying to fight or avoid what I dislike.
two thumpers are planted. the worm may not rise for the first he will rise for the second. but remember when the worm approaches, you must remain utterly still and plant the hook firmly under a ring segment. the worm will turn away from the abrasive sand and it will take you with it to the top. do not get too close, as he approaches the sand will engulf you. wait till the head of the worm passes then go, quickly.
Lots of random gunk, but some drawings and cooking talk too. Obsesses about DnD and related topics. Left-leaning/profoundly frustrated politics. Black lives matter; trans rights are human rights.
Occasionally NSFW art and discussion, please do follow if you're 18+.