Thinking about the only New Englanders I know describing Lovecraftian New England instead of Lovecraft.
“Oh it’s some sort of wicked strange tourist trap over by the Manuxet River. It’s so small there’s only one Dunkin’s in town. I used to live about five miles away which means you can get there in 2 hours if you’re not dumb enough to try it at rush hour.”
I’m thinking here about Musk, with whom I have less in common than with my abusers, most neo-Nazis, my landlords, or Christian clergy. In contrast to Bob Iger who doesn’t seem to have entirely connected his vast wealth to someone else making it possible. And about the brief moment in 2020 when Trump was a fat old man who didn’t want to die, rather than some completely alien disease which should have been eradicated in the 80s.
For me to utterly hate someone they need to have a smug sense of superiority to me, enough that doing as they please is its own justification regardless of how many people it hurts, they need to be beyond ever facing accountability like a 16 year old redditor saying any slur he wants b/c it’s officially a joke, and they need to be so remote from me and my experience that I literally can’t see anything sympathetic in them as humans.
And by definition this is only true of the horrifyingly rich.
Journaling, memories, mh
An uncomfortable thing I’ve been realizing lately is idealizing where I was in the 90s is natural; the combination of life without obvious Republican control, obvious social crises, and unending poverty would be unrepeatable, even without adding in my age or Ann Arbor at the time. No matter how sane, skilled or loved I am, in what little time I have left, external circumstances are never going to be that good again, and I have to accept that.
Minnie The Moocher https://youtu.be/_sSE0_RKhCI via @YouTube
why that's an outrage. For $2.00 you can get a record of Minnie the Moocher. For $2.75 you can get Minnie.
random, includes all caps reference to popular song from the 30s and problematic author
oh crap I listened to too much popular music from the 20s/30s and now REALLY want to play Elder Sign, Arkham Horror or Call of Cthulhu
with a long white beard and a crooked staff
he walks around while the folks all laugh
AND PRAY YOU NEVER MEET HIM IN ANY OF HIS OTHER THOUSAND FORMS
#drawings today, playing with drawing anthro deer and anthro spotted hyenas, figured an off day was a good time to do something I don’t think I do well anyway, maybe I’d find out something? Nudity but basically work safe (obvious bits covered, but ass).
nightmares, weird sleep, job hunt
I was a doofus and remembered time zones exactly the wrong way, so my teams interview was at 0700 rather than 1100. Either I really did well or I botched this beyond all possible imagining, so I'm now *out* of interview outfit and cooking breakfast.
I woke up a fair amount early, too, thanks to this dream about The Beatles possibly committing a murder or at least joking about having done so; John playing it off as a joke about having secreted bits of his victim about the house during Christmas (I'm not sure why I apparently associate The Beatles with Christmas), Paul gleefully talking about eating the victim. Ringo just looked morose. No matter what actually happened it obviously wasn't his idea.
uspol - trans health care rights
Here's my script for calling my house representative:
Hi, I'm NAME, and my zipcode is ZIPCODE. I live in SENATOR NAME's district.
I'm calling to encourage Senator NAME to fight the anti-trans amendments to H.R. 4368 -- the FDA 2023 appropriations bill.
I am horrified by the attack on trans rights by senators who have introduced anti-trans amendments to this law.
Every day, I see politicans debate whether trans people have the right to receive health care, to be in public spaces, and to exist.
All trans people, including trans kids, should have the right to receive gender-affirming treatment. Their lives depend on it.
I urge Senator NAME to fight the anti-trans amendments to H.R. 4368, and all future house bills.
#drawings today, playing with drawing anthro deer and anthro spotted hyenas, figured an off day was a good time to do something I don’t think I do well anyway, maybe I’d find out something? Nudity but basically work safe (obvious bits covered, but ass).
@electrickeet this is amazing
8-bit Rite of Spring (full) [Famitracker, VRC6] https://youtu.be/GG2LR5wnKKM via @YouTube
re: making fun of James Horner soundtracks again?
oh yeah full power has been restored to the warp engines so Vasquez and the rest of the Marines can escape
uh, why are we suddenly in "Til Eulenspiegels Lustige Streiche"?
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