Rain Dog @Leucrotta@awoo.space

Also; today I found what would make a GREAT background track for Call of Cthulhu games.

https://youtu.be/e9BHFHCLbpw?si=unaTCq85aSvG6yZQ

... the only problem is it's hard to listen to this without imagining Terry Gilliam animations

I just wrote the Israeli consulate asking them to please step it down, explaining that I have family in Tel Aviv and online friends in Israel so I'm not unbiased. This will accomplish roughly nothing, but it's important to have lodged a protest through formal channels for the sake of formality imho.

not that this matters as consulates/embassy probably have people outside screaming the usual amount of tolerance towards Jews which I've come to expect in protests, probably met with the careful and diplomatic response I associate with police. You attend as many protests as I have, you get cynical.

Dude, are you physiologically capable of shutting the fuck up? Are you like some sort of shark only with phone conversations rather than movement?

the thing is people get good at what they practice, if they have the luck to do what they feel drawn to do. Consequently the people in power are GREAT at being corrupt politicians, sadistic cops, and greedy execs. The people who WOULD run things better are fixing cars, seeing patients, painting etc.

A cold chill of fear cut through me
I felt my heart contract;
To my mind I brought the image of light,
And I expanded outwards
My fear was just a shadow,
And a voice spoke in my head.
She said; darkness is not the opposite of light,
It’s the absence of light.

Um sorry I meant to say “hey should I post more dick pics?”

Feeling that I am good enough turns out to be a *technical skill*, like cooking or driving, and growing up being *actively told* I’m stupid, inept, ugly, unathletic and evil means when stressed I doubt myself and tend to look externally for reassurance which won’t necessarily come (or which cognitive distortion dismisses) in part *because* of old training that if I can only be good enough I’ll be safe and comfortable, which looms large because PTSD means I suck at thinking there’s a long term.

Day job’s coming to a close tomorrow. Which okay salmon season’s over and it was always a temp deal but still, I was sort of hoping, you know? Gonna see if I can get a reference out of the deal, gonna see if I can get food stamps maybe, gonna try not to [redacted] myself out of fear of homelessness or working at an Amazon warehouse with the rest of my personality going away.

Wow, MORE bad news? This week is just shit.

Gevalt. Are we done with the “publicly correcting coyote” hour please?

and now the Incredibly Puerile Release of Star Wars, in which "yo mama's ASS!" replaces key phrases

"don't be so proud of this technological terror you've constructed. The ability to destroy planets is nothing compared to yo mama's ASS!"

it would be nice to imagine I have a chance at a future.

wow that took my mood from very bad to completely shitty

Wow, that wasn’t what I expected to piss me the fuck off today. But yeah. I think I can pass on this iteration of Werewolf the Apocalypse.

AND NOW

Here are some fun fennec fox facts!

* eeeeeee
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* EEEEeeeee!
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the urge to cackle CHRISTMASTIME! HEE HEE HEE throughout the Darkman soundtrack

Эбаннои эбаннои эбаннои

Have you considered the expression “down for the Count” is like dtf but with vampires?

Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near
And have you considered becoming
An ornithologist

Lord Elfmullet, a 5/3/5th level Ranger/Druid/Thief, and his enchanted bokken, "Morning Wood" (+2, +3 vs cold-using)

(this came out of thumbnailing a very uh, 80s looking elf and then snickering at the name "Lord Elfmullet")