Rain Dog @Leucrotta@awoo.space

we all came out to Montauk
on the Lake Geneva shoreline
makin' fart noises with our armpits
we didn't have much time

oh no, I'm sad about cats again

I would dance like the Queen of the Eyesores,
and the rest of our lives would've fared well

three dead in a crash on the number 4
two witnesses blowin' up high
not sure whose will be done, you can call me a sinner for a-wonderin' why

hey darlin'! sleepin' on the blacktop
hey darlin'! runnin' through the trees, honey
hey darlin'! leavin' for the next town
less'n mah sense catches up with me

Bashed away on a #drawing for a while, definitely an off day.

they had fancy bread on sale, so I bought some *fancy* bread, and dinner is cheese sandwiches I can eat with tomato soup

Vampire the Masquerade be like "imagine if the personality of one minor character in Anne Rice was an entire clan, the Empusa, who aren't from Greece and have perfectly normal legs but for some reason get Auspex, Fortitude and the new discipline, Machismo."

So check me on this,

the childhood thing where you’re assumed to be smart enough that something’s intuitive therefore there’s NO instruction, OR something’s poorly explained because it’s assumed you’ll remember these small details, SO you then get it wrong and that’s interpreted as you’re stupid, innately inept, or just willfully wrong;

Is that an ADHD experience?

I ride on the bus into the city everyday,
Sit on the bench and I dream my life away
I dream I’m on an island with that foxy lady too
When I awaken, I must be mistaken,
I’m on 3rd Avenue!
Won’t you take me away, and take away me?
Won’t you take me away, and take away me?

every stone I could turn
every stream I held in my arms
shed some light
move your magic
take some time
show me how, talisman

a culture of fear cut through me
I felt my heart contract
to my mind I brought an image of light
and I expanded outward
my fear was just a shadow
and a voice spoke in my head
She said; dark is not the opposite of light,
it's the absence of light.

Corn liquor tastes sweeter in this down
could it be it's the same as the last
Swear I seen your face elsewhere before
just as familiar as a bottle and a glass

hey darlin'! sleepin' on the blacktop
hey darlin'! runnin' through the trees, honey
hey darlin'! leavin' for the next town
less'n mah sense catches up with me

NOW HE'S BACK ON HIS BULLSHIT AND HE'S BACK IN THE SHIRE
THAT BRAVE LITTLE HOBBIT WHO WE ALL DESIRE

because it's JRRT's birthday;

where is the horse and the rider
where is the horn that was blowing
where is the helm and the hauberk and the pale hair flowing?
they are gone like wind in the meadows
like rain in the mountains
the days have gone down in the west
behind the hills into shadow.

How did it come to this?
#WestuTheodenHai

#drawing was the only good thing to come out of today, I really like the idea! If I revamp this I might choose a more conventional ranger.

This is been the sort of day which would make a younger version of me suicidal and self harming. As it is, I just finished a crappy day that made me feel like an utter moron/angry monster. And though that’s not exactly true, and the distance is an improvement, it’s still really hard going, you know?

Coworker has managed to stomp on my issues two days running (can explain if needed), and I’m sure there are emotional takeaways I haven’t figured out yet. However, right now I just want to go home; I’ve come very close to quitting; and I think getting stoned later is pragmatic mental hygiene.

What if I played hookey to get a Nutella strawberry crepe, nap, draw, and not have my issues stepped on while stuck inside doing endless tasks far from home?

Lady, if you’re gonna ride my ass this hard, please call me a good pup and provide aftercare. STEP OFF!

W.C. Fields of the Nephilim