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Suddenly crying because I went to a ramen shop probably for good people (and I can tell my childhood baggage is hitting hard because I don’t choose language like that when I’m more stable), and it’s comfortable and maybe safe?

I feel so profoundly broken right now. So I guess it is a good thing that I called in sick, and it's okay for me to feel and even say that I feel profoundly broken.

Okay, I tried emailing and texted my agency contact to tell them that I'm sick (because I had an anxiety attack and at best would be running on 4 hours sleep). I will try to call the agency later. Hopefully that's okay? I'm not used to taking sick days and right now I'm an anxious mess.

In my dream some place was described as "okay to visit but bad for abandonment issues." I don't even remember the rest of the dream or the place referred to.

I accept people I know have personal histories, thoughts about spirituality and gender, and elaborate OCs, and then I go to work and assume everyone else is this perfectly neurotypical valued employee whose inner world consists entirely of video games/TV, and looking forward to their next vacation.

PIRATES of the WALMART PARKING LOT

Kurosawa’s “Well THIS Sure Sucks,” a thought provoking tale of the Sengoku Era.

A little more of yesterday’s hike!

“My son there are two wolves inside you…”
“Can they be foxes? I like foxes more than wolves.”
“Fine. There are two foxes inside you…”
“And one is a gray fox, but the other is a red fox.”
“OK there’s a gray fox and a red fox inside you and…”
“And the gray is part dragon, and has a tragic backstory.”

lycanthropes gotta lyck

Got some #drawing time in and finally finished something I started last Saturday.

Dinner is that coyote specialty, Gotta Get this Stuff Out of My Fridge

An entire Wolverine movie which is just he meets up with Puck on a snowy day, they go to Timmie’s, and they talk shit aboot Sasquatch, eh?

Tangent from Raiders of the Lost Ark soundtrack; this book I picked up about Egyptian boats starts with a timescale for reference. I’m really interested in Mycenaeans and their civilization cranks along about 1200-800 BCE, so during the… New Kingdom.

Egypt is OLD.

Throwing up the horns, head banging and cheering „Nicht stören! NICHT STÖREN!“ during the “Map Room Dawn” music from Raiders of the Lost Ark.

There’s no tsugaru cover of “One,” but I could find an awesome shamisen cover of “Master of Puppets.”

So…

09 16 07 14 14 10

I dunno… sohei or shukenja?

See most film makers in the 1930s and 1940s had glasses and took them off to smooch, so the apparent stylistic choice of soft focus was actually their attempt to lend extra believability to the romantic scenes. #misinformation

"Dredd Song" is such an archetypical Cure song and it's just mindboggling that they wrote it for a Judge Dredd movie with Stallone, which is not exactly smoking cloves on nostalgic autumn days territory, y'know?

Just one #drawing today, apparently it’s a ghoul kinda day.