Rain Dog @Leucrotta@awoo.space

Also I really REALLY want a nap. Like if you offered to fence me? Or buy me doughnuts? Or I could nap instead? I’d still take nap.

there's so much I want to do and explore and it really is NOT going to happen, which is frustrating.

reminded of joking about Terrence McKenna ordering a latte/speaking in only 2-3 sentence fragments before the beat drops

"the foam forms patterns of geometric progressions and once you are there you feel the need for a pastry. The pain au chocolat has found a new way to say hello."

* dance music *

"France" is short for "FRench ambiANCE."

a vigorous circular motion
hitherto unknown to the people of this area
but destined to take the place of the mudshark in your mythology
here it comes now, the vigorous circular motion,
RUB IT!

#ssuuck #SSSSSSUUUUUCK #KOFFKOFFKOFF #giggles

The battery for my garage key conked out so checking it, finding good street parking and just cold weather rather than snow or rain mean I walked the path behind the cemetery, in overcast weather. Could it be time to listen to my fave Cure album again?

oh yay, it's a Zeppelin track with all SORTS of terrible associations

eh, it's not like this was gonna be a good Sunday so why the fuck NOT

oh, it's the Dance of the Problematic Representation Fairies! I LOVE this part!

Two rougher #drawings today, with no line weight or lighting filled in.

And that’s a fourth person-I-considered-a-friend unfollowed thanks to surprise stomping hard on my sore nerves without feeling like I have any ability to talk it through with them.

I’m still back at “I don’t belong in Seattle, I don’t have a future and my official status will be shoved in my face for the rest of my life” with lots of passive suicidality. Trying to tell myself, at least I’m doing something other than being a lump rn.

Mood crashed bad enough this time that drawing is barely making a dent.

between the political/world situation, work turning more difficult, parent stuff, and then this big spate of very cold weather, lately it's been feeling like just as I felt like maybe I'd made it through the winter, winter turned around and went OH NO YOU AREN'T.

the sort of leftist who is all very sincere saintly belief but who honestly I would NOT trust to actually clean up after themselves if we lived in the same co-op.

Fairly rough #drawing today, with no lighting or line weight, just really wanted to get something on paper.

“Oh yeah, we were in the same APAzine,” I say, a moment before aging centuries while screaming “what have you done to me?” like in Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade…

… you kids HAVE seen Last Crusade right?

I feel fucking lousy rn, certainly way more lumplike than wanting to jettison myself fully cleaned and dressed from the apartment and down I 5.

bet you can't guess who had some sort of anxiety attack, so is now up listening to Tinariwen waiting for the half edible to really kick in, thinking of taking a hot shower in a little bit?

One thing that Bluesky has which is way better than Mastodon is the option to Hide Post. It works as a nice middle ground between having everything anyone wants to dump in your feed and mute/block, especially useful given that Bluesky only got muting keywords this past week.