really enthusiastic about celebrity birthdays, all caps, jidaigeki opening scrawl
THE YEAR IS 1864
THE RISE OF A MIDDLE CLASS HAS BROUGHT ABOUT THE FALL OF A DYNASTY AND THE END OF AN ERA
A SAMURAI ONCE SERVANT TO ROYALTY IS FORCED TO WANDER
WITH NO MASTER TO SERVE
AND NO DEVICES OTHER THAN HIS WITS AND HIS SWORD
*scratches frantically behind ear*
this is not especially seasonal, but I colored up another #drawing.
Years ago, and I swear I'm not making this up, it was THE NINETIES.
ASSET OUT OF CONTAINMENT! SKRREEEEEEEEE!
Also now thinking about how a lot of my sorta negative assumptions- the world’s made for people officially better than me and I’ll be shat on almost as an afterthought, I can’t do all the social stuff I want, I can’t get to be successful with jobs and finances- aren’t just one assumption to challenge but several stacked with low resources, and that’s why they persist.
* I knew challenging my assumptions required being at some level where I was uncomfortable enough to think about them but not so uncomfortable I stuck with them
* I knew I held onto shitty coping mechanisms because I was low on spoons
* now realizing replacing a self destructive coping mechanism with a healthier one or not needing a coping mechanism requires self confidence that I have done this successfully in the past, so it’s like any other skill.
Actually now it's finally occurred to be to be pissed off about how a snow leopard (practically extincted in no way chosen by the cats) is not really comparable to a human fetus in more than "these fundy asswipes have decided to jam their regressive bullshit down everyone's craw in Seattle as well."
Seriously I think some of my childhood baggage manifests as a "you assholes already own everything and everywhere else, why do you need to have HERE too?"
Lots of random gunk, but some drawings and cooking talk too. Obsesses about DnD and related topics. Left-leaning/profoundly frustrated politics. Black lives matter; trans rights are human rights.
Occasionally NSFW art and discussion, please do follow if you're 18+.