Rain Dog @Leucrotta@awoo.space

I’m now realizing this lousy administration has already played so many fears coming true (reasonably Trump shouldn’t have won, RFK/Patel/Hegseth/etc shouldn’t have been installed, EOs shouldn’t be parsed as law etc) that it’s easy to believe any fear will come true. This stacks with how any narcissist’s control is rooted in no matter what you do or how reasonable it is, the narc will turn out idealized, lauded, prosperous, while you’re dismissed as just some crazy.

It'll be okay; it'll really be okay.

Maybe I wasn't clear enough; transphobia is state sponsored violence against civilians. There's a word for that.

Currently unsure if I’m disappointed I will never be half as good as my art heroes or whether I feel really good about choosing the right art heroes.

#drawing last night

or is this like Japanese skyscrapers where they build in a flexible core knowing very well someone's going to try using it as a sex toy instead of because of earthquakes?

do you ever wonder if there's a macrofurry hospital where people keep pulling busses, shipping containers and buildings which have worked up macros' intestines because they sat on something that didn't have a wide base?

oh YEAH, it's Danny Elfman's Greatest Hits! Stuff you can never forget, like "Sad Goth Dance in Snow," "Superhero of Christmas Future," "This Machine Kills Cookies," and of course "Clowns"!

#drawing from yesterday (Sunday)

#drawings from Saturday!

I've been thinking that my default is a place of "things are *not* okay, and they're not going to be okay" thanks to early stuff.

HEADCANON the "Atlas" was created by 40K Mechanicus who fell through a wormhole into a different fictional universe where they no longer needed 4 hours of Gregorian Chants and plugging directly into their hypothalamus to shift gears, but still wanted a BIG SKULL for old times' sake

Rainbow Patriot Team Six Down! It's YET ANOTHER Tom Clancy novel! This one has stealth M1A1s landed deep inland by kayak! I mean they have weird sharp angles, that's stealthy right?

dream last night - my furry guro magazine arrived from a Kickstarter, only I couldn't for the life of me remember throwing money at a furry guro 'zine (it's not an interest) and I discovered the metal Howling Banshees I painted decades ago had big obvious gaps.

Something I've realized is "Trump's second term" is like 3 AM in terms of times it's not really helpful to evaluate your abilities or achievements

ask yourself "when was the last time I ate? How much did I sleep recently? Have I seen sunlight or had water lately? Is that monster still in office?"

Time to listen to my favorite Yes album, “Mummy Might We Please Put On the Telly, Jon Pertwee is Fighting Silurians, That’d Be Quite Lovely”

No, on second thought, let us not go to Camelodunum (Colchester). It is a silly place.

#drawing last night.

+2 Stetson Mail, an outfit so western it’s just Stetsons sewn together. While the main Stetson protects a wearer’s head, a bandana provides appropriate face protection, and the chaps are reinforced by Stetsons to protect crotch, rear, and kneecaps.

As part of acknowledging that the system is not actually fair or meritocracy, and therefore any acknowledgment of my achievements, I will need to give myself

I need to rephrase how I think of calling my reps and donating to organization such as earth justice

I’ve been frustrated by how little that seems to achieve against this regime and maybe the best comeback is feeling good that I did something in response