and if that's true, by definition most times I thought I sucked big red baboon ass I was actually doing okay, but just uncovered another procedural thing.
had this thought/realization about art progress;
what if, in order to spot some problems, you have to get to a satisfactory stage with your last set of problems? Since you're trying to tackle literally an entire world, you still have some of the same issues say 1, 5, 20 years in, but you hadn't and couldn't spot them before?
That'd explain the cyclical appearance of This Sucks => Okay Now This Looks Okay => This Rocks (several tech aspects come together) => This Sucks (next issues spotted)
Tonight’s #drawing, trying to do one of those powerful NPCs the Realms are full of, crossed with the villains with tamed bears in a Fafhrd and the Grey Mouser story. Idk, I’m happy about some of this, unhappy about other parts.
#subpost Vidal Gaboon, a fancy line of scale-care and styling products
uspol adjacent
I realized uncomfortably that Maya Angelou quote (I thought for the longest time it was Toni Morrison) about how people will forget what you said and what you did, but will remember how they made you feel?
Is LITERALLY how Republicans work.
Common cognitive distorts include; things used to be great and now it's nearly impossible to do anything, and there's no money for it; some outsiders with money run everything, other outsiders you're supposed to be tolerant of when you'd rather not be; researchers and academics of any sort are off spending money on unimportant bullshit; something you can't understand or accept is by its definition actually something incomprehensible and unacceptable.
You're about to notice *I* fall for similar...
Tell someone they're right to feel that way and you're doing big important sweeping shit to combat it, and they feel powerful, justified, and good about themselves.
They won't remember YOU caused the financial inequities, YOU are the outsiders with money running everything, YOU are the people spending money on unimportant bullshit, YOU are the people pushing an agenda which isn't rational, acceptable or sustainable -- and you're doing so in violation of checks, balances and laws put there to try and protect the populace from whatever whims their government chooses. Those are facts, and not feelings of being powerful, justified, and good about themselves.
oh MIGHTY WARRIOR of great FIGHTING STOCK
might I inquire to ask
nyeeh, what's up, Doc?
time to listen to my second favorite Cure song!
#drawing last night, trying to figure out more about the balance of roughing out figures, and listening to The Great Escape soundtrack.
Lots of random gunk, but some drawings and cooking talk too. Obsesses about DnD and related topics. Left-leaning/profoundly frustrated politics. Black lives matter; trans rights are human rights.
Occasionally NSFW art and discussion, please do follow if you're 18+.