Rain Dog @Leucrotta@awoo.space

This is all about growing up in this grinding incessant context of punishment; as a kid I had exactly no way to judge that something not actually intended as a punishment wasn't just more being punished. It's got exactly nothing to do with holidays or religion except this is another place it happened in childhood.

holidays certainly help with realizing how much space in my brain is taken up with;

"I MUST do something I'm not really interested in/so even without an authority as negative as in childhood, my assumptions kick in/this mandatory thing is good but between how I don't want to do it and how I'm innately BAD, I'll invariably fail/and when I do so I'll be punished, probably disproportionately/so now I have even less interest in doing it, and therefore more certainty I'll fuck up and be punished."

#drawings today just a page of furries and furry portraits.

in about 80 minutes, I made three different banchan for lunch this coming week, and pasta with (Russian/Ukranian) meat sauce for dinner (plus about one meal of leftover meat sauce)

I also cleaned up some fridge fossils, unloaded the dryer, cleaned most of the dishes involved in cooking, etc.

Bleah

#drawings from yesterday while visiting my mom

#drawing from Thursday before stuff pissed me off too much for me to post it.

"there are more of these small footprints"
"great, we're gonna make camp in the middle of a pixie nest"
"pixies can be okay"
"we're gonna be up all night with them singing about HERE COMES YOUR MAN"

#DnD

* Barbarian - Sports Illustrated swimsuit issue with pages stuck together
* Bard - A History of Reynard the Fox
* Cleric - The Dhammapada
* Druid - A Sand County Almanac
* Fighter - Osprey Campaign Series 5 "The Ardennes"
* Monk - A Book of Five Rings
* Paladin - LotR dogeared in all the Good Bits Where Someone Dies Heroically
* Ranger - All the Rain Promises and More: A Hip Pocket Guide to Western Mushrooms
* Rogue - The DM's copy of the Monster Manual
* Wizard - A Wizard of Earthsea
* Warlock - large compilation of Doctor Strange comics

oh you’re having problems with red skinned four armed aliens implanting eggs in your villagers?

sounds like a xill issue

rich cishet goyim with exactly NO skin in this damn game. Fucking collaborators. I should just give up on voting.

please tell me it's part of the natural cycle of being a constituent to be incredibly pissed off at your fucking so called representatives

critics complained that so called takosatsu shows should be octopus outfits only but piped down after Ika Rider Black was a runaway success

“Obi Wan Gay. Maybe he means Ben Gay?”
“Pardon me, sir?”
“Old Ben’s a hermit who makes ointment out beyond the Dune Sea.”

LATER

“Uhh he claims to be the property of an Obi Wan Gay, do you know him?”
“Of course I know him, he’s me! I haven’t been called Gay since about the time your father died.”

40k thought; Space Wolves getting tattooed with knotworks centered around the I/O interface ports embedded in their skin

Given space opera is pulpy sci-fi and a horse opera is pulpy westerns a rock opera should logically be Two Fisted Metamorphic Tales and other gritty geology stories.

Paleontology is technically geology rather than biology

So that means Jurassic Park etc is a rock opera.

Common misconception, Frankenstein was the doctor, Jankenstein was the monster he stitched together from denim

#drawing earlier tonight!

following up "Sodomy" from Meet the Feebles with "What Does the Fox Say?"

honestly there needs to be a mashup available to play at furry dances

#drawings tonight, getting in some of that practice I’d wanted.