Rain Dog @Leucrotta@awoo.space

Currently thinking the central issue of ADHD was always trying to understand why I’d want to do something dead boring with lots of benefit for other people, other than coercion. Made worse by how childhood was inherently coercive. And no parent or teacher can make insults and unflattering comparisons to “better” people internally rewarding.

Currently thinking the central issue of ADHD was always trying to understand why I’d want to do something dead boring with lots of benefit for other people, other than coercion. Made worse by how childhood was inherently coercive. And no parent or teacher can make insults and unflattering comparisons to “better” people internally rewarding.

anyway, I went to T&T AND now have cornsilk tea and genmaicha, but also I bought spinach and pea shoots, and Trader Joe's has a good price on broccoli so I got *that* along with some other stuff, and I made a batch of banchan and a bag of chopped spinach in the freezer

this made me feel accomplished until I read about a younger friend getting laid with boys and girls literally every night since he'd been in NL. Fucking ow.