@kara okay so I’m listening to nerds nerd out and in this case about chlorine trifluoride. And everything about it is a terrible idea but uh, what I know about valences suggests this shouldn’t be physically possible no? Am I missing something?
incels
There are personality traits that made even angry 20-something-me different, but I honestly think the BIG difference between now and then is internet based.
There's a very human drive to feel supported and heard out in a group, so all you need is a group which supports the worst indoctrination to get someone turning that anger outwards rather than inwards.
And all you need to get *that* group going are a small number of people who honestly think that direction and love the attention.
incels
So I was thinking about this whole incel/distribution of sex stuff again.
High school basically taught me that I wasn't Good Enough to be dating or screwing (too ugly, didn't have enough money, etc), and I did come out with a boatload of resentment and terrible stereotyping mixed in with the crappy self-worth (which in part was suppressing anger rather than risk turning it outwards). (1/2)
worries etc
I don’t like my folks much but feel like I should be nearer to them to help when they need it, and that will be kinda soon.
I’ve also been thinking the people I know around Seattle are more diverse professionally - sure I’m this pathetic office worker but some of my Seattle friends are also not tech people - and that, too, is reason to move.
lewd also sobering up
aww man nothing's more pathetic than vaguely grinding hips to Sweet Dreams are Made of This, while safely belted in and holding a big 36 pack of toilet paper just bought for the household, and the only cock to suck anywhere nearby is mine and there's no way I'm even trying that when I'm this fat and just had dinner.
AND there are fey’ri AND tieflings who are metalheads where the aasimar are goths. It’s like my high school’s art classroom during pep rallies.
But no dragonborn ‘cause this is a 3.5e splatbook and before 4e if you wanted to be dragonborn you had to see a therapist for two years or whatever before they’d let you get DRS.
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