@noelle Mechanically separated instant messaging.
re: nudes, horny
@tielqt Awww, you've got cute tits! And you look super soft. <3
@poss_bot I'm never quite sure but I keep feeling that somehow I'm hetero for you, but when I go to check, the waveform collapses.
re: gender
@poss_bot I feel you on that one. I'd love a recognized Third gender for anyone who doesn't feel they fit in either extreme at all and dance around the middle.
@MapleDeer They can fukkin Deal
re: subtoot; inappropriate conflation; mental health treatment
@slightlyflightyone@vulpine.club Well yes, absolutely. I have DID, I'm more or less made of disassociative states at this point. And yeah, it's traumatic as hell. I've spent so many mornings unable to move, in the grips of a Panic Attack that isn't mine.
Nobody else deserves to face that kinda trauma without Help. And if that's someone's Trauma, I can help.
'Cause it's not my fetish. My fetish is helping people with trauma.
re: subtoot; inappropriate conflation; mental health treatment
@slightlyflightyone@vulpine.club Sadomasochism is abuse too, the difference is Consent.
I'd never try that on anyone without them asking for it Specifically. It doesn't Work that way besides.
I'm sorry if I gave you the wrong idea about what I Do. The last time I triggered someone on accident, we stopped the whole show right there and I took care of them for the rest of the night.
re: lewd, Hypnosis, magic
Lately, I've found that it's best usage as Healing magic has been with the Transgirls I've been with physically.
It's one thing to get told that you're valid as a Woman, on the internet.
It's quite another to have a transformation witch coo it into your ear in explicit detail as she caresses your new, different, beautiful feminine curves.
lewd, Hypnosis, magic
For me, it's not Hypnosis.
It's trance magic. Subtly different. All you're really doing is changing another person's mental state through application of stimulus and suggestion.
The reason it works so much Better than hypnosis is that you're just nudging someone a direction they've always wanted to go, mentally, but could never find the Door.
It's really hard to make someone do something they Wouldn't ever do. Easy to get someone doing what they've secretly wanted.
re: HRT
So for me it's not Getting away from being a Man and becoming a Woman.
It's more like going and getting the rest of the chemicals I needed to finish up Puberty the way it was gonna happen Anyways.
Which is a really different kind of experience. o_o
HRT
Though I am considering Estrogen, I just don't feel like I have a lot of the major dysphoric elements most of my friends do.
Where I came from, women Had body hair, it was a thing. Hippies.
Same with Clothes. Only stuff I was really unhappy that I could never wear were like... Sundresses and one piece bathing suits.
I feel that 'She' fits about as well as 'He' ever did, and names... Well, I have a Lot of names. They're all valid.
One of the tough parts here is that while I get possessed by a lady spirit on the regular now, I'm really not in the same boat as most of the transgirls I know.
Or, put another way, it's hard to feel trans when you're just finally accepting your Assigned and Reinforced gender from childhood isn't and was never 'Male', it just uses the same pronouns because it's easier that way.
y'all got raised catholic as far as I can tell. I got raised a Witch.
Southern Mass's local machine healer and part time witchdoctor.
Tiny motorcycles, magic potions, machine tools, progressive rock, trance states, and hand sharpened drill bits. Oh, and I read Tarot. Probably 18+ just to be sure.
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