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@Archantael@snouts.online @RussellTheFox@snouts.online Keri: Yeah no, at my absolute worst I'm like manic Wine Mom beetlejuice.

@clipclopboom@snouts.online I'm also unsurprised it was under a bunch of lego sets. Or at the colors.

And then there was Ali's subliminal reminder with the noise.

@clipclopboom@snouts.online how the hell did yaori remember then? You never told us that, but it was like, her first thought, in big red neon

@TrannyOakley@queer.party Normies.

@idesofmerch Gee, it's almost like when you build a universal platform that's designed with modularity in mind it kicks off a whole new area of manufacturing.

Looking at You, Apple.

@cozykaffe@snouts.online Wash yourself!

@budgiebin@snouts.online Thank you. It's... Hard to accept sometimes when you didn't Choose your own behavior, you just Thought you were choosing it.

@Archantael@snouts.online @RussellTheFox@snouts.online Kerithe: Someone saying 'I'm freaked out and need a therapist but I'm Broke' is like saying Beetlejuice three times, it summons Me though.

If a Therapist is a real Doctor, I'm the village medicine woman, except I live in a Warzone, so I know the right herbs to stuff a bullet wound with. Metaphorically speaking.

I'm here if you need someone to talk to at the Very least.

So, in one year or so I've gone from almost constant panic attacks, breakdowns, hard flips, paranoid events and general brainscreaming to almost a Tenth of the overall stress and upset in my life.

And now we're down to Just the stuff that's Really Hardwired. The stuff that's really just an autistic reaction when I strip away the normie ways of explaining away behaviors.

We even had Yaori come to join us here, and in doing so, answer All sorts of questions that were driving us apart.

But now? We've gotta start stepping back into Real Life. And that means a Job, restarting the Career, and making Plans as to where we really wanna Go.

And that's Trouble. Because nobody in here, as they like being, can really Do that properly. There's limitations, and it leads to self-doubt and impostor syndrome.

We now know that synthesis and parthenogenesis is possible and stable in these situations. On top of that, certain religious practices can be used to reinforce the good and mitigate the bad as long as the ritual is well thought out and balanced.

But holy hell it feels a little arrogant, even knowing how to do things the right way.

I'm realizing that I'm deeply insecure about who I am because of trauma growing up, and a really bad view of what it is to be Male.

And this just feeds into my people-pleasing instinct, because I feel like I need to make up for all the other men in the world and the awful stuff they do by being Extra helpful and understanding and soft and diplomatic.

And like, it's tiring me out. I feel compelled to go the extra mile for people no matter what and I need to dial that back.

@MapleDeer Big titty energy