@kelseyhusky Welcome to the femme side.
23 million Americans are at risk of eviction. that's not a crisis-that's a full on collapse. landlords are a part of the problem, your boss is a part of the problem, every cop is a part of the problem. Capitalism is a dying system, its collapse has always been inevitable. Give it a fucking good shove.
@numberonebug@snouts.online Feels. I was raised non-binary, tried to be a Man, failed, and I'm headed back to the space hippie gender my Mom gave me because it fits a whole hell of a lot better.
Also did you consider for a moment that if you're a Kobold, you're one of the Fae, and Fae Gender rules apply.
Like, Fae men come in 'Twink' and 'Bear' and very little in-between
@Caudle Can we get them on Bad Trigger discipline?
re: gender(fluids)
@FreyaManibrandr @heytanuki@snouts.online Meanwhile on the other side of the fence, I'm back at the point where I need to shave it all back except for the little goatee I've got.
And that's on Top of the half hour my hair takes. Sometimes being enby means you've gotta keep up Both sets of standards. XD
I'll get to the femmeby point sooner or later.
Immortals with non-combat occupations.
An immortal bookshop owner, with original editions of Beowulf and 1001 Nights.
An immortal painter who was distraught when the world forgot how to make Egyptian Blue and was delighted when scientists re-learned what it was made from.
An immortal gardener with a greenhouse full of extinct cultivars.
An immortal chef who can make any recipe from the Kitab al-Tabikh.
Mental health talk, mostly really positive and trying to be helpful
Reminding myself that I'm doing much better mentally than I used to be.
And that it's a common long term side effect of a BAD mental health time to have those thoughts still run into your mind at structured times.
It's common for the brain, while in a horrific place, to overwrite neural paths to change how you react to stimulus. Most of this is to protect you and is a defensive manuver, but some is just useless. Like .... I feel worthless and think about how useless I am everytime I start to fall asleep, among other.... Darker.... Things.
I don't like this, but literally the second I turn off my lights, I get self depreciating.
I am healing. And that includes fixing those neural paths.
It takes time to rewrite your brain. And you need to be patient. It's completely normal and doesn't mean that you're back in that bad place. As long as you remember it's a learned reaction or habit that just hasn't been kicked yet.
I will one day not slide into depression as soon as I go to bed.
And I know I'm not still in that deep place
So I'll be okay.
@Felthry Hubris.
@Draekos Himbee
@MapleDeer Sounds like my kinda ride, especially with rocket on rotor propulsion.
@MapleDeer Well I'm a materials scientist and mech engineer and machinist. She's a quantum chemist and rocket scientist. And Batshit Pilot.
Being Plural is a Trip, I'll tell you. Anyhow. what are your thoughts about Powered Rotor VSTOL gyrocopters?
Southern Mass's local machine healer and part time witchdoctor.
Tiny motorcycles, magic potions, machine tools, progressive rock, trance states, and hand sharpened drill bits. Oh, and I read Tarot. Probably 18+ just to be sure.
#nobot