Cabinet Derg @Motodrachen@awoo.space

@bridge@deadinsi.de Growing up nonbinary and homeschooled on the hippie-pirate flower farm in the clearing in a well recognized magic forest made me run off and try and be a Normal Male Engineer for my entire 20s.

The psychic whiplash when my imaginary friend from childhood showed up around my 30'th birthday asking if she could crash with me for a while was Tough. Having her start taking Possession of me was Weirder.

Most of my friends fought tooth and nail to pass as a Woman and Unlearn a bunch of masculine signaling.
It snuck the hell up on me all at once, and it's not like I Practiced any of it, sometimes I'll just Be a Woman. o_o

@wntrdrgn@snouts.online

@bridge@deadinsi.de Oh do Not get me started on that, I was raised in the temple of the goddess, and it screwed up my path compared to all my trans friends who grew up Catholic.

@vyruem You've got appeal across an area on the kinsey scale.
That's the funny thing about nonbinary presentation most folks never noticed: The attractions other people have specifically to nonbinary or trans people.

TFW you wanna be sexually Bimorphic not Dimorphic.

@azushark Chances are you want the snuggles and affection and soft stuff with just a bit of sexuality thrown in at the end.

It's okay, most of my friends are that way. *Hugs*

@feathers@yiff.life oooh, Daym. You're super cute.

@Draekos So, I'll tell you what I tell my wife: When you're trying to Speedrun, and you're always throwing yourself at the next Gym Leader or Boss Fight, you're going to feel under-levelled, under-powered and beat to hell every time.

From mine, an outside perspective, You're a super cute artist girl with a Wealth of creativity, a cheerful and vibrant art style, and a big fanbase. You've been through a Lot in the last five years, and you're Still Here.

Count that one as a Win.

@azushark Well, @budgiebin@snouts.online just did a shark. You could see if that's the style you like.

@Nerts You know, I always felt like a creepy groomer to say stuff like this, but I think you're really gonna rock some HRT.

And at that point, it won't matter what gender you are, it'll be more like describing an AOE on other people's Kinsey scales.

...also, Awesome leggings, loving the An-Com color scheme you've got going with that outfit!

@Draekos Kerithe: Alright, Who said that? Who hurt her like that? Speak up, I want you front and center. Somebody in her head said that and they need to come up front and Apologize.

I feel like I need to talk to Someone but I'm not certain Who, because I'm not absolutely certain if any of my friends have found themselves in this position, and I'm worried I'm being stupid about Something.

But I'm not sure What I'm being stupid about. And I want a critical look at it, because it's a complicated issue. If I come out and ask about it Directly, I'll just get a ton of Validation and Encouragement, and I need...

I dunno. I need someone who understands it's a Physical VS Spiritual thing, and that some of my core beliefs are in Conflict here.

@fluxom_alt They're a Team, the first hit's Free. The actual TF costs you.

@fluxom_alt Please consider: a snake who's venom is a potent hallucinogenic and just makes people Think they're a gorgon.

@kelseyhusky Oh Damn.
Feels.

I can feel the earth moving (i can sing the rain)
I can feel the rain coming (live this life again)
I can feel the storm
I can sing the rain
I can free my heart
Live this life again
You can choose to stand
You can choose to fall
You can see the rain
You can have it all