re: plurality, system subtoot
@Elizafox I could answer that question, but you wouldn't Believe it.
re: religious exploration, now we're getting somewhere
@vanessalynne It's worthwhile studying All of them. they all have truth in them, it's a Tricky thing to Find it sometimes.
re: MH (~)
@clipclopboom@snouts.online Keri: Ohhhhh yeah. You shoulda seen Roshael's reaction when she reached right up, grabbed him by the nosering and did that Dragon Shout thing she does.
He's an old War God. He wasn't at all prepared to be Forgiven, invited in, and told to behave himself, he's with Family now, and should act as such. We exchanged gifts, gave him back some of the stuff he'd left here with Tohri, and he's giving Yaori his 120mm Cannon.
She convinced him that he didn't need it anymore, since there wasn't anything that required that kinda firepower.
MH (~)
Wicked anxious and depressed today with no reason for it. Trying my best to compartmentalize so it doesn't spill over.
My Family life is great, my holidays have been full of joy, and I've been keeping busy. I just feel like something's Wrong somewhere and that I could do something about it before it's too late.
If I knew what the hell to do. So it's a whole morning full of meditation, mindfulness, and talking to everyone inside my head to figure out who's uncomfortable and not saying anything to the rest.
Probably not helping that we summoned up an old spirit that used to hurt us, and welcomed him back to the Family. He's forgiven now but still feeling guilty about who he once was. He's staying with us over the holy time, and he'll go back to his Forest afterwards, but it's a little crowded in here right now.
re: dysphoria mention
@HuskerFu @budgiebin@snouts.online Yeah, ladies with dicks on is a thing.
Doesn't make you any less of a Woman. Plenty of the AFAB folks I know wish they had a dick.
Happy Solstice everyone.
This is where things stop getting darker and colder for us northern hemisphere folks.
This is the time of year to celebrate New Beginnings.
Focus your thoughts on the idea that every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end, and that you have the power to choose your path, even if you feel like you're lying to yourself.
Because in a world of really dark realities, the only way we can make light is to do it ourselves.
re: body horror
@vanessalynne Kerithe: sweetie, if I wanted to talk to you in person, I'd just Summon You. =P
Funny thing as a Spirit Being, turns out I can reach right out and play with other spirit beings.
@Nerts Kerithe: ...I mean, would you Like something? I've got a whole shelf of designer stuff.
@vanessalynne Tohri Yep. I had three or four psychotic breaks before I realized it was because I was using up all my MP (Or spoons etc) on life and Kerithe never got a chance to be Out and express Herself.
Oh, and 8 hour shifts in a machine shop all alone. Then you get to hear a headmate's voice REAL loud. Almost ended a decade plus, happy relationship.
@clipclopboom@snouts.online Hah! Yeah, that can really come around to bite you. It's one of the reasons I never felt really attached to my name or pronouns. They're more like a Make and Model designation.
Your P-51D mustang or M4 or any Machine you function in close proximity to gets a Name, or Names. It's still the Designation, but those close to it know it's True Name.
re: -
@clipclopboom@snouts.online Tohri: Not gonna be an issue, most of the really functional chi flows are in the lower back, legs, feet and calves. And the way we engage in sex, it takes All Bloody Day. *He snorts* again, we're used to dealing with Asexual/demisexual partners. If my dick's involved at any point, it's because someone else Requested it. =P
@skolli Keri: It'd be kind of a fun inversion to have a Dragon chasing them around, wouldn't it? *she giggles*
@skolli That other one can come play with Kerithe sometime, and she'll make them forget all about opium.
Of course, they'll probably end up a Nymphomanic like Her.
re: Critism of ‘women and nonbinary people, but no men’ posts
@Doggo Nah, it's just because most men are so horrid and hypermasculine that nobody wants to include them in their spaces.
I'm Non-binary because as much as I'm not a Man, I'm not a Woman either. But I understand how uncomfortable a lot of folks are with Cis-het presenting Men (Myself included).
Yeah, it does suck to be guilty by association. Almost ruined my 20s, and really fucked with my sense of how to be acceptable.
Southern Mass's local machine healer and part time witchdoctor.
Tiny motorcycles, magic potions, machine tools, progressive rock, trance states, and hand sharpened drill bits. Oh, and I read Tarot. Probably 18+ just to be sure.
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