Cabinet Derg @Motodrachen@awoo.space

@fluxom_alt I thought you knew you had ADHD. o_o

@fluxom_alt I'm living thru this RN as an angel dragon who lives in my head is busy being Best Frenemies with a Moon Dragoness who lives in Another girl's head, across the atlantic ocean.

And we've got two unicorns, a faerie dragon and an iron dragon looking on. We're just used to the big gouts of rainbow and silver fire flying around at this point.

...Oh, and we're both in our Thirties and both Scientists, so there's a lotta Drinking every night.

@fructose_dealer The thing nobody will tell you is that Enbies get more love than normies.
Like, Statistically speaking. It's the whole kinsey preference scale.

And I know what it is to not match your given identity. I know what it's like to have a 'You' that's strong and can be Happy in the world.

What I also found? That old identity sometimes just needs a year or two of downtime, and when they come Back, they're different. It's a powerful magic. And a lotta my friends went and did all the rituals and then wondered why they Feel like their confident, Real self, but, uh...

The old them never really Went Away.

@maxine Went thru this phase of questioning too.

The answer is: When you break one into Two, you don't get Two Wholes. But living things Grow. This isn't a Zero Sum game.

And, even after you've regenerated, and you have two (Or more!) wholes, that's apparently just the Start.
Because when you finally manage to go "Back' to existing on a single waveform, you end up feeling More whole than you ever remember feeling.

@sabby Just being On the path out will help.

@sabby A Trick Yaori used to fast-forward her way through an alternate childhood and grow up without Trauma is that she used Dream-space, the subconscious, the upside-down and the Back-to-front spaces to do all her work.

Because she has console commands and speedrun techniques that let her no-clip through walls and stuff. But if she can do it, you can too.

Plenty of brainmeat to run your code on, and most of it isn't the Thinking brain.

@sabby Then spend some time recharging and repairing.

@sabby Only in a Material sense.

All the stuff you're good at is essentially Priceless.
You can always Be the domme you want to see in the world tho.

@maxine It really does. It sounds like you might have some rejection sensitivity dysphoria, sabby.