Cabinet Derg @Motodrachen@awoo.space

@fructose_dealer It's a Synthesizer. But it's in the form factor of a Guitar.

Think a hyper advanced Guitar Hero Midi Machine from an alternate history where the 1980s took over.

We own one. You have to be an electronics Tech who studied at Hydra HQ to fix it, but thankfully I sold my soul to the mil/ind complex.

Cool thing is that the DG-10 doesn't have the MIDI-out port, but Does have the Board for it.

So you just solder in a compatible port and there ya go. DG-20.

@fructose_dealer What about a Roland DG-10 modded to DG-20 spec?

Being a shapeshifter can mean that you don't really have a True form, and sometimes that has to be okay.

@budgiebin@snouts.online Funny I can help everyone find their true forms except for myself

@Cilich Yes Plz

@foxwitch@queer.af Hah. Funny part of my journey... I'm actually weirdly glad I waited, I got that Confirmation in my teen years and Ran from it, tried to be a Man and kinda Failed.

So I ran off to the gender hinterlands with my wife in '06, only to find our homestead rapidly Gentrified a decade later.

I was happy with it Not Being a Big Deal. Now it's a big deal.

So it's a pincer: I Do want this but not for the reason most people have done it?

For me, it's a Sacrament of the Goddess.

@budgiebin@snouts.online This is why we've been married for thirteen years.

@foxwitch@queer.af Yeah, like... Uh... For some of us, it'd be nice to know we're not just making it up when we wake up one morning and there's the overwhelming feeling of 'Girl' outta nowhere

I'd talk about something other than gender today but basically it'd be bitching about how hot it is outside and everyone already knows it's fucking stupid hot out.

'course, everyone knows I'm Queer AF so I dunno why I keep going on about it either.

Smol brain: Both genders are Equal!

Big brain: All genders are Equal

Galaxy brain: All genders are unique and have their own perspective on what it is to be Human

Universe Brain: No Gods! no Genders!

@foxwitch@queer.af I'm gonna have to do a bunch of reading up I suppose.

This is mostly conjecture because I am Not anywhere near as male as any of my friends, even my Transfemme friends.
And that lead to a lot of overcompensation.

IDFK. A mutant wasp outside Proctor and Gamble in Quincy stung me a bunch on the beanbag as a little kid and I ended up a Gender Superhero.

I've guided a Bunch of people thru their hero's quest. I know both sides.

@foxwitch@queer.af This is gonna be interesting because I think I have partial androgen insensitivity syndrome, which would explain a Lot.

Ironically it means I won't need Spiro, which is Nice.

Also ironically it means I'm not a bog standard Transgirl. Because it's Complicated, that's why. (Plural Shit)

So like.... I've got a feeling for where I wanna be, but I'm gonna need to find a Doctor who can work with me.

@foxwitch@queer.af That's good info!

I'm about as informed as you can Get over this stuff. Like, I did my homework.

I know what I want, I just need to feel comfortable enough telling some stodgy Doctor I'm that exception to the rule they keep hearing about.

Like, Don't make me show you my all-natural girl dick, just give me the big titty pills.

Like... Some of us aren't on great terms with the Medical Establishment and Don't Trust that they'll understand and comprehend that I'm neither male, or female, and that I don't need to 'transition'

I just need the Puberty I never freaking Got.

@webweaver@queer.party Pfff. I grew up a Pirate. I had a Pirate godfather, and lived in the hippie flower tribe.

I'm more comfortable doing Street Drugs than seeing a doctor.

@foxwitch@queer.af I just don't wanna have to explain that I'm a special case to some Boomer Doctor

Me: I wanna take the next step and consider HRT!

Everyone: But you need to see a gender therapist to see if you're REALLY trans!

Me: Well fuck you I'm gonna use my Pirate Contacts to get some Pirate Estrogen.

Plz Everyone go subject themselves to the Entirety to Dan Carlin's Hardcore History on The Great War, "Blueprint to Armageddon"

Because 1919's Armistice day is coming up, and this is a Misunderstood world event.

@clipclopboom@snouts.online Oh, strap in. she did the math and we have 9 distinct personality states.

Like... Gee, thanks. No pressure, right?