Cabinet Derg @Motodrachen@awoo.space
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- Pan/Poly, group discount
- Gender
- Dragon
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- Yes
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- Very
Southern Mass's local machine healer and part time witchdoctor.
Tiny motorcycles, magic potions, machine tools, progressive rock, trance states, and hand sharpened drill bits. Oh, and I read Tarot. Probably 18+ just to be sure.
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Joined Jul 2017
Cabinet Derg
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Tired: Thoughts and Prayers
Wired: Contacting various gods and spirits at their Home Or Office number on behalf of your friends in a bad place and getting "...How did you get this Number?" in reply
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: Indigenous Terror
Mental health talk, mostly really positive and trying to be helpful
Reminding myself that I'm doing much better mentally than I used to be.
And that it's a common long term side effect of a BAD mental health time to have those thoughts still run into your mind at structured times.
It's common for the brain, while in a horrific place, to overwrite neural paths to change how you react to stimulus. Most of this is to protect you and is a defensive manuver, but some is just useless. Like .... I feel worthless and think about how useless I am everytime I start to fall asleep, among other.... Darker.... Things.
I don't like this, but literally the second I turn off my lights, I get self depreciating.
I am healing. And that includes fixing those neural paths.
It takes time to rewrite your brain. And you need to be patient. It's completely normal and doesn't mean that you're back in that bad place. As long as you remember it's a learned reaction or habit that just hasn't been kicked yet.
I will one day not slide into depression as soon as I go to bed.
And I know I'm not still in that deep place
So I'll be okay.
That feel when your current Gender is a Character Select Screen with 4 choices
@MapleDeer Sounds like my kinda ride, especially with rocket on rotor propulsion.
@MapleDeer Well I'm a materials scientist and mech engineer and machinist. She's a quantum chemist and rocket scientist. And Batshit Pilot.
Being Plural is a Trip, I'll tell you. Anyhow. what are your thoughts about Powered Rotor VSTOL gyrocopters?
@caymanwent@snouts.online Nearly there with "down in Moonshine Holler" from the Thrilling Adventure Hour.
@MapleDeer Funny, I'm a Witch, and my friend's a Witch and we both wanna learn to build Ultralight aircraft.
@MapleDeer Life comes at you fast.
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⛔ A conviction
They will never test enough. They will never care enough.
Most political history taught today can be summed up with the phrase "These white men are dangerous."
And they keep clawing over themselves, keeling themselves, each other, and everyone else to prove it, like we don't believe it.
I'm tired. They all should lick each other's asses and die.
@hache In my experience, Yes.
@hache I figured that was a Given, it's a game about Kobolds.
So today I learned that there's a game on steam that's a farming simulator where you raise Kobolds.
It's called KoboldKare. Do with this information what you will.
food, request for advice / help
@numberonebug the resource here is @budgiebin@snouts.online who specializes in this stuff and has instructional furry comics
Nudes (Tame, Eye contact, still NSFW)
Took a couple nudes and feel cute today.
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You might be an Internet Ancient if you:
• remember Netscape Navigator
• ever used any modem with a bandwidth of 28,8 or lower
• had an Early Adopter account on Livejournal
• witnessed the rise and fall of PhPBB
• witnessed the rise and fall of Napster
• used the web before Google existed
• ever used a dialup BBS site
• remember Gopher
• ever downloaded music as .mod files
• remember when about 90% of the web was made up of personal sites which were "under construction" and had pictures of people's cats on them
• remember when Yahoo was literally just a big list of websites
• know IRC commands
• have heard anyone unironically use the phrase "information superhighway"
• can recognise different bandwidth modems by what bleepy handshake sound they make
• have ever received one of those chain e-mails where you have to scroll through about a kilometre of forwarded headers only to find a "hilarious" vaguely lewd image and/or a banal list like this one
@Caudle Hyper-empathetic autistic. I am too, it can suck.
Combine it with Synathesisia and you can get the 'Seeing Auras' thing. Also, tracks with Werewolf syndrome.
And shapeshifters in general. When you're a hyper-empath, you tend to just Be The Thing People Want Without Anyone Knowing.
- Orientation
- Pan/Poly, group discount
- Gender
- Dragon
- Pronouns
- Yes
- Plural
- Very
Southern Mass's local machine healer and part time witchdoctor.
Tiny motorcycles, magic potions, machine tools, progressive rock, trance states, and hand sharpened drill bits. Oh, and I read Tarot. Probably 18+ just to be sure.
#nobot
Joined Jul 2017
