Cabinet Derg @Motodrachen@awoo.space

mission

I'm like your shop and phys ed teacher who'll yell at you for using the bandsaw fence incorrectly, as well as your sex ed and home economics teacher who can show you how to properly suck a cock, and the secrets of perfect pizza at home, for cheap.

And they're the Same person, but different people. It's disorienting to spend the entire day cooking and picking out clothes, then hard gear shift to pulling a truck engine the next day.

*Puts on work jeans, black triforce tee, and ties his hair back*
...
His? ...*Glances in the mirror* Oh. Male today.

And the overwhelming feeling of "Don't think about it, just Do it."

Anyone else get this kinda bipolar gender shit? Like, it's not dysphoria, I look and feel Great. I just spent all day yesterday in full girl mode and woke up wanting a Beer for breakfast.

And it makes me feel like a different username and Icon should be on these posts. =P

To compare and contrast, my Beloved is a power top.
She fucks like Guys do when she's in heat, it's an Experience to be held down and used as a chew toy by both ends of a curvy, powerful woman. I do my best to hang on.

So she's on her phone, in my bed, and I'm touching her, rubbing her, pulling her panties down, stroking her cock, pulling on her nipples, everything... For over an Hour.
I think I got her to set down her phone for around ten minutes near the end, and even got a few moans out of her before she made a gigantic mess all over her belly.

One of my favorite encounters recently was with my futanari hime friend. It's like a prestige class everyone thinks is a slur, but she's the real deal.

And I'm the tentacle dragon in the area. We play around, but it's like talking shop in a way. She;ll lay there all dead eyes, no reactions, and it's my job to get her to crack her composure before she climaxes.

TFW your orientation ends up being "anyone who's at least six standard deviations from the norm".

Because people fixate on the Wrapper. The body is fun and all, but it can get in the way of getting at someone's Soul.

Besides, I'm a greedy dragon, I enjoy encounters where I'm pinned under a big horny transgirl and being pushed against somebody else, or where I can provide stimulating touches and help for another couple who's having their favorite meal of each other.

I do like that if I put on a skirt and leggings, let my hair down, and paint my nails, I can just broadcast Girl when I'm in that headspace. And that it Works.

Passing be Damned, I know about the beard, I'm a Girl today, deal with it.

But like, politely.

I... Have something of a problem with most forms of Dom stuff.
Because I've had a lot of bad personal experiences with the dominance games Men play, I feel guilty as hell using any of That in the dominant role.

And when it comes to dominating with the Femme side, well... The hard part there is that if I'm doing it right, the other person doesn't Know they're being dominated. Which is Wrong.

But lots of folks here are Into That.

@budgiebin@snouts.online made broccoli and sausage pizza on experimental potato bread dough.
And it's Delicious.

*Stirs a caulderon full of cloudy liquid that smells violently fruity while Talking Heads plays and fresh pizzas are pulled from the oven*

Yeah, I'm a witch. fuck

Besides, I'm a hippie girl. Body hair is not a dealbreaker.
Besides, Once I found out that all the witch shit still works no matter what your biology is, I was Waaaay more content with this shape. Turns out it was a different problem, but now the other one's got dysphoria.

Oops.

Been stuck hard in girl mode today. Like, waaaay past the point of being selfconcious in public about wearing a skirt and purple and long hair.

Like... I dunno if any of you girls understood how very much you can get away with that doesn't require a pronoun change up front. Besides, I'm in agreement with all the other ladies, I love the beard, it's soft and helps keep all the hair on my body concentrated at the poles. XD

Oh, wait.

That's what churches were supposed to be. =P

Consider: the white hat cult leader.
Recognizing that a substantial portion of the population is susceptible to cult indoctrination, they set up a cult specifically to vacuum susceptible people in, get their lives straightened out, get their firmware patched and help them recognize psychic vampires, grifters, and sociopaths, connect them with a broad social group, and spit them out the other end with a better adjusted mindset than when they came in.

Yes I'm a dragon
Yes I have scales

I see a lotta these hypno kink posts and Giggle a bit.
Sweetie, no, Don't. Yeah, I know it's working, but what's inside me...

She's a Bad Girl. Don't call her out unless you know her name.

Upsides to being Kerithe: Doubled charisma score, deep emotional literacy, musical ability, social grace, confidence, and minimal social anxiety. Better wardrobe.

Downsides: Panic attacks, sudden strikes of prophecy, emotional breakdowns, rapid cycling and aggressive tenancies. Has to run Tohri's apps in a virtual box.

So, uh, at ANE this year, I was on the receiving end of what can be best described as surprise buttsex. It shook me the hell up and almost destroyed my life.
Today I find out that it fucked up my friend's life too, and he wants to make things right. He made a mistake in judgement and didn't mean to hurt me.

I'm... Really glad to have a chance to talk about what happened and fix the relationship I have with him. It's still a gigantic emotional load.