Cabinet Derg @Motodrachen@awoo.space

Hey, on #enbyday don't forget that not all of us are Trans, some of us are Intersex, and just happy we have a gender, finally.

Send help.

Wife is subjecting us to JonTron and brutalmoose

Enochian is the language of the angels, and it's more Sung than Spoken.

Dovahzul is Almost the same language, but it's like taking French and yelling it in a German Accent.

So, my car is a Big American V8 Boat. It smells like your Grandmothers Car inside.

But it's a Special piece of american steel. Sure, it's the plain as dirt 4.6 ford block, but it's got Special parts right from the factory, Twice the cams, twice the valves.
So it Sounds and Pulls like a big clunky V8, but it Revs like a svelte japanese 4 cylinder.

And it's a Unit-Body frame, like a Car, not a Rail frame, like a Truck.
And it's front wheel drive, transverse engine, like a Car, not Inline, rear wheel drive like a Truck or muscle car.

And instead of being Stripped, loud, uncomfortable, and impractical, it's Comfortable, and plush, and smooth, and quiet. The engine will still announce itself, but it's not even Trying at 50mph, and it Cruises at 90.

And everything about the Aesthetics, the feel, the way you Drive the thing... It's it's own thing. It's nostalgic, the way a Remix of 60s pop songs is.

And there's something So gratifying about actually driving the Last Of It's Kind. There's still Continentals around and about, but they were Rare then, they're Rarer now.

Other genderqueer and trans folks will get dysphoric about their bits.

I end up feeling Conflicted. Because these are Not general-issue male bits. I went around and Checked a bunch, and did a ton of independent research.

They function, tho. Like, a LOT. o_o I have every symptom of Low Testosterone, except for the fact I'm Hypersexual.
Though it's probably telling that even after I'm satisfied as a Male, I'm still buzzing and horny and feeling like I have a Pussy that needs to be stuffed. >_<

The rest of the time when I'm not using it though? Big clit and the smallest balls allowed by law. :/ Like, there's nothing To Tuck.

I'm a lot less anxious about trying pharmacological solutions for some of my mental problems now that I've tried a bunch of My People's traditional medicines.

You know, Weed, MDMA, LSD, Psylocibyn, Toadstools, stuff like that.

It's useful having a frame of reference for what a chemical Does to your brain, yanno? And how to deal with Side effects, withdrawal, what Toxicity feels like, and how to actually Break addictions.

I wanna know I can handle stuff that Fucks You Up on purpose, in case something I NEED fucks me up as a side-effect.

The Preisthood and spiritual leaders need to step the fuck up on their game and stop abusing their power.

I'm a lowly goddamn Spirit-Caller and I'm having to do Their job for people. You know, Guiding them, finding answers to their Big Questions, Wrangling Demons and Gods, bopping monsters on the nose...

It's a shit tonne of work because doing Real magic needs Real Focus. And making a Good Focus takes a lotta work.

Even if it's just a burger lunch for everyone, or time taken to put together a Playlist for someone.

I got delayed in being able to take care of myself for 24 hours or so and had to cum 4 times back to back to back.
And even after all that my backdoor is acting like it's a pussy and I'm in Heat. Aurgh.

I have no fear HRT will kill my sex drive or ability. I'd be happy if it slowed it the fuck Down a little.

Sorry if I've been quiet on here lately, I've been burned out, overheated, exhausted and putting out fires in a buncha other people's lives.

Haven't forgotten anyone, but if I'm not getting to ya, it's because you don't have the psychic equivalent of a hatchet wound to the head.