naked non-lewd self portrait, no eye contact, autism and disability
people tell me all the time that i don't "seem disabled" or that they could "never guess i'm autistic". in my daily life i am and always have been expected to act like a neurotypical for the comfort of my allistic peers.
i took this picture of me rocking and body stimming after i had been locked in my bed by depression and executive dysfunction for 3 hours. this is the result of me acting NT every day.
MH/Job (-/+)
Folks, I lost my job today. I brought up triggering behaviors in a co-worker, and I was dismissed first thing by the owner.
I'm really struggling with Boomer Men lately, and their expectations. They're universally Unreasonable.
I'm not sure what to do, because I kinda feel like They're the problem, and they refuse to Retire or Die. They can't take criticism, they react violently to Normal expressions of 'Could you Not?!', and their sanity is teetering.
I'm really really Scared. They'll kill us to keep their Comfort and Nobility to the grave with them.
Southern Mass's local machine healer and part time witchdoctor.
Tiny motorcycles, magic potions, machine tools, progressive rock, trance states, and hand sharpened drill bits. Oh, and I read Tarot. Probably 18+ just to be sure.
#nobot