Weed (+/-)
So, after spending just about a year green up to my eyeballs to deal with some serious mental health issues, I'm tapering it way down and so far it seems like I Did manage to break a bunch of self destructive patterns I thought would come screaming back the second I wasn't emotionally shielded.
The bipolar swings are more or less gone now, but without that driving mania, I tend to feel a little listless. My body feels a lot more like I always wanted it, but in the process of quieting my mind and finding ~My~ voice in all the noise...
I found Three. In looking for My gender and place and Role...
I found out that I'm a lot deeper and more complicated than I was willing to give myself credit for. In looking for what I'm supposed to be...
I found even more possibilities.
So this year is gonna be spent chasing Those down, and growing as a person, because I've finally gathered enough questions that they're starting to answer each other.
Every time I look at the News I see a well groomed living Caucasian male corpse with an expression and body language of someone desperately stalling for time.
Like... What is it they're waiting for to save their asses? The fucking rapture?
It's why I couldn't look at my ex boss one day longer, he was just phoning it in till retirement.
wealth and virtue, or lack thereof (gets dark)
If you are a multi-billionaire and you are not actively and directly working towards solving the great problems of humanity - mortality and constraint to Earth - then you are doing something evil and stupid.
A multi-billionaire is a person who has taken a measurable amount of resources from almost every person on Earth. A multi-billionaire is someone who has provided some great service, maximized some opportunity, and accumulated resources vastly beyond the reach of the sweeping majority of humans.
A multi-billionaire is a person who can direct vast resources to solve the problems that will ultimately kill us all: the very fact that humans can die, and are trapped on Earth and eventually the Sun will die. A person who is not a multi-billionaire may be able to direct some resources to this effort, but being hired by a multi-billionaire can free them up to direct many more resources to this effort. A multi-billionaire can hire many such people.
So if you are a multi-billionaire and are not seeking the end of mortality and the solar era with every fiber of your being and every spare resource you have, why? You will die! All of us will die! Everyone you have ever known, met, seen, or loved will die, and you are in a unique position as someone who can make very real progress against this.
We judge pharma CEOs all day for the crap they do that impoverishes and kills thousands, and we should extend the same contempt toward those who could save billions of lives and are not working towards any such goal.
The music in the waiting room at Kerithe's transformation therapies clinic is Muzak versions of 90s alt-rock songs.
Bloodhound Gang, The Offspring, Green Day, and some nickelback plinks harmlessly from the speakers dangling from the overhanging trees.
"The Bad Touch" plays with a chiptune melody as a teenage girl walks out with her parents, overjoyed at finally having the body she'd always wanted since she was a little boy.
Business is good.
Talking with my mom yesterday about some of the philosophical principles she's been studying.
And it touched on a couple of concepts I've been working on under codenames. Most notably, 'Cut to the Chase'. The idea that you can arrive at the same result, the same Truth, or Goal... Without a bunch of the steps or work traditionally associated.
Walking with your family on christmas morning through a faerie wood, considering transcendental with your mom.
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Southern Mass's local machine healer and part time witchdoctor.
Tiny motorcycles, magic potions, machine tools, progressive rock, trance states, and hand sharpened drill bits. Oh, and I read Tarot. Probably 18+ just to be sure.
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