A small bit of replayed wisdom I distilled from somewhere and somewhen else
An annual event feels like it happens more often because every year you’re alive decreases the percentage of your life each individual year counts for. Perceptually, since you’ve been alive for longer, annual occurrences feel like they happen closer together.
Autism
I don't really feel I need to put "Hey, I'm autistic!" in my Profile, because it's There.
I'm a Dragon with multiple personalities and we do Tech Shit And Magic shit like it's really the same thing.
Like, it'd be making the Subtext into Text. It's like a Laugh Track on a joke that was Actually Funny.
what I'm saying is, deciding what you can and can't do based on the words you use to describe yourself is completely cart before the horse. do the thing, and if you like it, a new word may be in order.
let yourself fantasize about the thing. swoon over the cutie. Google the sex act. buy the outfit. wear the outfit. use the new name. talk the new way. you don't have to understand it yet; but letting the impulse happen might clarify things!
Nazi furs fuck off.
No, really, for your own Safety. Yaori here is a wonderful, joyous person who forgives just about Everyone, and she keeps all her dark impulses neatly filed away for just such an occasion as a Brownshirt rally.
And she's pretty sure that war crimes against war criminals cancel out.
Gender, magic, witch stuff, Plural too I guess
It's a weird doublethink being physically male and also a Witch: Like not Trying to be a witch, just Being that thing. Like your whole Existence is a big loophole in the rules.
This is complicated somewhat by being multisys. Like we used to think Keri was the Witch, but now it's All of us. And Tohri wanted to just be a "Normal" Engineer.
After Much examination, the male bit just seems like a Legal designation more than anything. We know what to do with Legal stuff: Fuck it, as much as possible.
It's a black and white view of the world.
We need to stop looking at this internal situation as a Contradiction. It's like being born half-vampire, Or half-anything! It's not a bug, it's a Feature.
It's not Nosferatu, it's Blade!
Werewolves complain that something that's part Wolf and Part Human is a kind of Dog. It's only that if you look at it that way.
We're not used to this Confusion though; To all of us, we're sort of on a permanent Provisional license from The Goddess. Like being in a state where you can just keep renewing your motorcycle learners permit, Or living in a state where the kinda motorcycles you like riding skirt the laws entirely, on a technicality no-one ever checks up on.
And I'm not sure why that feeling has me Crying right now, but it does. I'm not an Impostor, I'm just in a totally different category than everyone else, and I've gotta be confident in what i am.
Because everything is a test. It comes with every tree in the forest being sacred. It comes with all the Mother's blessings being bundled up with her curses.
Her punishments are there to Teach us, not shame us.
using my #FreeSpeech to make it clear that anyone peddling fascism, white supremacy, anti-semitism etc. has an ethical right to be subject to escalating physical violence until they recant or die, whichever happens first
Southern Mass's local machine healer and part time witchdoctor.
Tiny motorcycles, magic potions, machine tools, progressive rock, trance states, and hand sharpened drill bits. Oh, and I read Tarot. Probably 18+ just to be sure.
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