Cabinet Derg @Motodrachen@awoo.space

I'm conflicted as I wanna be supportive of some of my transfriends but they make that a unique challenge sometimes.

Like the girl who gave me the HRT meds also self-identifies as a Trap and that presents a quandry. D: I mean there's more, but this rabbit hole goes deep, she's a disabled mixed race asian/peurto rican, and like, she kinda wins the oppression olympics.

Like... No drug test, corporate BS, I know the job inside out, I like all the people there, no homophobia or whatever, I'll have health care, I'll have Dental, I'll have a Job I Like...

Like, if you've got positive energy, send it this way because this would finish up fixing my damned life.

Aaaaaa, so okay, I went back into my First Real Job today and dropped off a Resume and found out that my old boss who made that place HELL got fired and the guy who trained me and knew Everything Quit two weeks ago.

So, like... I can get my old job back?!?? Without the Awful asshole who made everyone anxious and upset? And I'll be the one who knows everything about the machines?!?!!

Wut?! Yes, Please!

Just let my alter Kerithe out on the phone to do some Recon at an old job to see if the fuckfaced Boss that made me leave that position was still there.

Apparently he was 'Let Go' a while ago, and hasn't been replaced.

For a Dragon, your Gender is really more like "Which options package did you get from the factory, and what mods have you done?" than anything.

Tohri: I figured it out. o_o I hate having to be a Cishet idea of Masculine, but I'm more than okay with being the trans/queer idea of a Guy.

Even though we don't have a great word for what I am. It's kinda like being okay with being the Designated Driver because you don't even like alcohol much anymore.

I can do the Masc thing for someone if that's what they want or they're comfortable with, but it's uh... Not gonna be the Cishet idea of what a Man is.

I will jump right in and change a tire for a bunch of little old ladies with my hair down and a skirt on.
Or haul a refrigerator up a flight a stairs, fix your bathroom plumbing, change an alternator on your car and give you a Backrub.

And without the T running thru my system, I don't feel like I'm putting on a 'Nice Guy' mask. Like, I was getting a weird kinda complex dysphoria.

Kerithe: Like we came up with My name around 20 years ago and only Recently noticed it sounds like the native word 'Coyote'

Kerithe: Okay, we're up against a Wall here and we're gonna have to take time to talk to the local medicine man (We have some white sage we grew to give him) because we're WAY too white (Irish/polish) to have this much native american magic dropping on us.

Like, we knew well enough growing up that that power Wasn't for us, that we were intruders here, but like...

The Old Gods of this place, this -land- Smile down on us.

Only a Cis deals in Absolutes. Misgender me now, and I will become more powerful than you could possibly imagine.

Gender of the day: Titty Pain and Truck Repair

*Is a hermaphrodite back in '06 and nobody bugs me about it*

*Gets told I'm a shitty person on Twitter in 2017 because Herm is a Slur on Intersex people*

*Finds out that we're actually intersex in 2018, and that's confirmed when a low dose of HRT is like jumping off a Cliff*

I never liked Androgynous. I'm a Hermaphrodite. I'm intersex, and pretty soon I'll look the part.

To me and mine, it's not a Slur. It's a way you get Born.

Beany beany give me the proteeny

Mattress firm here has a big sign out front saying "King for the price of a Queen" and every time I see it, I get this Big Mood