Seriously Spooky Souris 🏳️‍🌈🎃 @Mous@awoo.space

Cabinet of Fur-iosity

Elon Musk has always sounded like a cardassian name to me and tbh the more dumb shit the guy does the more convinced I am he'd get along with Dukat.

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I!!! Still can't get myself to quickly jab the needle in when doing my T shots! I can pull it off if I do it slowly, and it's not the pain that I'm afraid of??? My brain just goes "urgh sharp metal flesh bad". I don't know how to get past this.

Was weighed at my appointment yesterday, came in at 233! I very intentionally don't have a scale at home, so it's nice to see occasional confirmation of progress. I'm thinking my goal is going to be around 220 before top surgery!

I've been trying not to complain about the heat too much because our area got off pretty easy this weekend, but it is 11:30 PM and almost 80 degrees??? I hate this.

@irisjaycomics It means a lot to hear someone who isn't transmasc saying that. 💙

@irisjaycomics Oh, is this the one that won the lambda?

TBH a /lot/ of trans-related media collections tend to feel that way to me, and it's.... really uncomfortable? I get too nervous to bring it up a lot of the time because I don't want to take up too much space or push other people out!

I'm semi-desperately trying to find a job right now, and I'm getting REALLY tired of the almost-the-exact-same-wording "warm regards" rejection email.

It's real weird how different shaving makes me look considering that my gross teenstache is basically invisible anyways

I don't like today. I don't like the explosions and loud noises, I don't like the massive agressive grocery store raids leading up to it, I don't like the pressures to celebrate a country I find more horrifying by the day, I don't like the sick conflicted feeling of watching friends celebrate it - out of family obligation, a need for an escape, a desire to hold on to an image of how things SHOULD be...

Everything that has been hard this year seems magnified.

I dreamt that the airport had not only separate mens/womens bathrooms, but also separate trans men and trans women bathrooms. Somebody had graffiti'd the signs in protest, and the things written were hilarious but I CAN'T REMEMBER WHAT THEY WERE. I think "absolute shit tower" was one of them??? Piss Abyss is coming to mind, and while I don't think that was one it IS a killer name so

@irisjaycomics ...drink champagne from it?

@irisjaycomics (or regular red wine, if you're a lush ;P)

@irisjaycomics Red Wine Vinegar is fuckin killer in this, too!

Uuuugh. Bad dreams just don't let up, do they.