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All of the people most important to me have fucked up teeth and bad eyesight and I can't get a single one of them to visit a doctor >:C

I always end up reblogging the fundraisers to my personal account. My comic's readers are not a resource to be mined by people who don't have a care for me unless they need something.

...but I still feel guilty, helpless, and lost every time this happens.

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Oftentimes the fundraisers in question have 5-10 times the number of notes as my comic has readers - already far more exposure than I could possibly grant them. Do they just vastly overestimate my reach? Do I come across as having a vast audience? Or are they so desperate for help they're just contacting anyone who regularly posts on trans-related subjects?

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People sometimes contact me asking that I promo their fundraisers for transitions on my comic and I just... don't know what to do. My comic doesn't have a lot of readers, and those that it DOES have overwhelmingly don't monetarily support the comic. I don't know if that's because they have nothing to give or because they don't care to, but either way they don't. It really hurts to have people come to me hands open, asking for help when I'm just as helpless as they are.

negative 

I've gotten nothing done today because the ambient noise has had me three degrees from breaking down, even with the help of anxiety medicine.

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negative 

I feel like spending 70% of the day uselessly overstimulated is just what I have to expect the average day for me to be like right now and it really, really sucks. Fuck my stupid broken brain.

A rare shot of the dreaded glitchwyrm as he lurks through the error fields, his form blending in perfectly amidst the artifacts of the 'net.

Not many have seen m∅rr1s, but the wyrm's name spreads far and wide.

A commission from @irisjaycomics, who did a *spectacular* job of bringing this character to life!

I'm reading through this and crumbling to dust as I repeatedly realise I'm not a teenager anymore

Pacific Rim 2 

Good punchy robot movie, character arcs flat as a board. Mako deserved better.

Venting 

I just......... want to live with people who respect the space they're living in???

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Venting 

Cool. Cool cool cool. Discovered that someone in the house chipped an enormous shard off of the new porcelain drip pans - by way of getting said shard lodged in my thumb while cleaning the stovetop.

Mental Health 

...in retrospect, that meeting was more emotionally exhausting than I initially realised. I think I should take it easy tonight.

Mental Health 

Second meeting with new therapist, still liking him so far. A lot of the session was still taken up with getting to my situation, but we tackled a little bit of actual stuff.
He really thinks I should sit down and have A Talk with our roommates about the noise problems, which is... hard. He's a lot more optimistic about people being compassionate than I am.

I appear to have fucked up my back while sleeping. :( Pretty much any motion from my left arm is super painful, not sure what to do about it.

crossedwires.irisjay.net/?comic=02-106 NEW CROSSED WIRES UPDATE IS LIVE! It’s showdown time and nobody’s playing fair. #cyberpunk #webcomic #queercomics

Read from the beginning here: crossedwires.irisjay.net/?comi Buy the book here: oreillyjay.tictail.com/product … Send me a tip here: ko-fi.com/irisjay

Got a new carnivorous plant friend today! Cool. Got misgendered by the employees, wasn't sure how to correct them because they were talking to /each other/ - less cool.

Anyways, meet our new assortment of sundews!

food 

Made some parsnip chips tonight and I'm mad about how good they were????? What the fuck, parsnips.

An animation I commissioned from @fablepaint@twitter.com of Zenith being a swimmy noodle!

the result is absolutely incredible, I love him so much!

(direct gif link if mastodon messes it up: leafnoodle.com/zenith/zenith_s )

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